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HCAP CNY Dinner 03Feb12

2012-02-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

永远的情人~ Bby luv!

2012-02-14T16:23:00.001-08:00

Hapi Valentine's Day my dearest Papa!!
Dis yr, I'd a wonderful roman-medy 情人节！

Today's Vday might be juz 1 of da many awesome dates wif Bby luv dis yr!!
Heehee!! He made me feel lyt I'm different frm other gals n special wif all da sweet actions he done!!

I was so kiasu n reserved a table @ Ship Restaurant a month b4 for today..
Rmb ing how childish I was last yr to make a fuss out of nth..
I tink I am seriousli beyond words to describe..

It's no big deal whether is Bby da one to make all da reservation or me~ for now I understand dat it does not matter dat much animore!
I was way too immature den!!

Yes.. I had a small telepathy test on Bby in order to meet! Hee=D
Da venue to meet:Ion
Shop: Unknown

And to my expectation, I knew Bby wld juz find me easily!
Yeah!! N he walked in to LV shop @ juz da rite moment!! Keke~
I was in a hesitating pt of time deciding which wallet to buy for Bby..

Bby Doesn't look very keen in da wallets~ perhaps he was helpin to save money? So silly of him!!

Den we walked to NAC to take a look at da Gucci shop.. Nope.. Nth to his likings either~
And we decided to buy another time rd!

On da way back to retrieve car, Bby was tellin me dat he saw dis old couple, despite being old, they r still Veri loving n da ah ma stil holding a bouquet~

I picture Bby n I in our golden yrs lyt them ^^
Hee!!

Reached Shaw centre n off we go to Ship restaurant~
It's at a corner which u won notice at all if weren't advertised..
Checked our reservation n to our seat..

Da restaurant was fully packed! Omg?! N we were given da middle seats..

Know wat papa?!
Da funniest romantically was gonna start rite at dis moment~

Sat down n Bby was lyt lookin for some1 to attend to us..
N here came da uncle to bring us da.... Menu!!

It does not seem comical if u donno dat Bby was actuali hintin for them to send da flower out da moment we sit down in order to surprise me! Silly Bby~

Nvm.. Plan A fail for Bby met da tootie uncle who onli cares if we r ready to order.. Haha!!

Plan B, Bby was askin dis waitress, "Is 3rd ard?" for a moment, I was baffled? Y Bby was lookin for ani1 when he told me he has nv been to dis restaurant b4?? 0.o
And so coincident, da guy was so standing juz beside her!!
Haha!! And he looked stunned!
So Bby tell 3rd his name~ he was puzzled den suddenly he "oooh~~.." n walked away..
Seriousli, I was perplexed as to their relationship~

N it all unriddled when 3rd brought out da bouquet!!
Omg?!!! Pleasant surprise frm Bby!! It's totali unexpected~
My 1st bouquet frm Bby for 1yr 4mths!!

Hmmm.. Woman eventuali is woman.. Despite sayin dat I don reali care for flowers, it reali feels so gd havin ur loved one pampering u lyt a princess!!

Bby oso bought me a new purple heart necklace.. Time for a change!!

Know wat Papa? It's my 1st time receiving bouquet frm a guy~
N it's a Veri pretty bouquet!!
Dinner wif roses seems to be an AA ting.. Or r they envious of me havin such a lovely bf wif pretty roses?? Haha!!

We had a filling dinner set wif endless topics to chat!!
Nice atmosphere n good food for unforgettable dining experience ;)
Thumbs up!! it's reali a great place to "par tok" der! Keke!!

Walkin on a busy street wif luv is an enjoyable ting after dinner~
So many couples walkin on streets.. Everyone seems especiali hapi n deep in love today!
For me, I'm doubly, triply hapi n blissfully in luv wif Bby celebrated luv day wif me!!

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

It seems the natural thing to do

Tonight no one's gonna find us

We'll leave the world behind us

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

And hope that deep inside you feel it too

Tonight our spirits will be climbing

To the sky lit up with diamonds

When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do

Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

And soon this old world will seem brand new

Tonight we will both discover

How friends turn into lovers

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do

Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

Thank you Bby for making everyting so miraculous!!
You made me feel lyt in de onli gal in world!!
Fallin in love more wif u each day is a never ending process..
Thx Bby for everyting u've done for me!! Bearing wif me of my lousy temper, unreasonable tantrum n sensitivity~

Be my valentine forever..

Wil you?

Great news!!

2012-02-13T04:23:00.001-08:00

Papa!! I got a great news for u oh~
Ur son has got promoted today after so many yrs of hardwork!!

R u hapi??

Kor has finali make it in his career lè~ but u aren't here to share da joy wif us animore =/

Haiz sigh..

My 1st plane trip- Thailand

2012-02-13T02:57:00.001-08:00

Sin gal speech

2012-02-12T04:02:00.000-08:00

Dear Papa..

Im back frm Thailand le oh!! actuali i've touched down to Spore last nite ard 8 but i head over to bby's hse to slp for a nite..

Well.. ending da trip is a love & hate tingy..
Love is dat, we r finali back frm trip safely & back to a place i feel veri safe & secured..
Thxfuli bby was always by my side no matter wat..
Hate side of it is.. I miss da stressless & carefree life of it TOTALI!
Sigh sigh.. 4D3N is not enuf..

I shall share wif Papa as detailedly as I cld rmb frm Day 1 k!!
heehehe.. i abit forgot all da funs i had except for some significant ones.

Yuppie.. I was so excited over da trip since da beginning of dis wk lè!!
N day finali pass til Tuesday nite whereby I pack myself n go to bby's hse to stay over for a nite..
N bby's mum cooked sumptuous dinner;) at da rate I'm eatin carries on.. I believe I'll get fat fast!! Haha!!
Bathed n bedded ard 9plus cos we r wakin up Veri earli da next day~
5.30am is our wakin up time to prepare for da Thai trip! 0.o
I was Veri energetic though I cldnt slp well da previous nite.. Haha!!
& i disturbed bby til he cld not slp wif peace at all~

DAY 1

bby's daddy fetched us out to Changi Airport earli in da mornin ard 6 plus~
im envious of bby havin such supportive family =)
Reached airport ard 7 plus & quickli checked in for our flight lo..
Weight of our luggage:14.5kg
Breakfast time after checkin in & bby took me to tour awhile of da terminals..
Took skytrain for the 1st time.. its lyt our MRT sumhow..
To Terminal 1 in search for Mcdonalds for breakfast but cldnt find it..
So we head back to Burger King @ Terminal 2 to eat instead..
Waiting area b4 boarding plane..
1st time on board wif bby in plane..

Im lyt a mountain turtle
But bby was beside to guide me of da basics.. hee!!
Im stil not tired & i nv slp a wink..
we listened to music & looked ard..
Breakfast served chicken porridge & bun but it's not appealing at all after da BK meal..

1hr 45 mins to Thailand!! & we arrived ard noontime~
Checked out & our holiday officialli starts!!! wheee~!!!!!!!
We searched for our tour agent to bring us to our hotel..

Check in hotel after we alighted da van..
& off to shoppin spree lo!!
Had our 1st tuk tuk experience..
20 bahts for 2 tuk tuk.. to & fro is worthwhile ;) but we had to help them to collect coupon in return..
Not a difficult task at all.. But it bcomes a little pushy when help bcomes demand..
We travelled to all da gems shops to act lyt interested buyers..
in order to get da coupons for da tuk tuk uncle..

But b4 all dis.. we had our shopping first @ MBK..
It's a real big shopping mall.. we arent able to finish shoppin within a day..
i mean a few hrs.. So we decided to come da next day again..

Back to hotel to rest awhile b4 we go for our Thai massage..
Massage is 1 ting i donno how to appreciate.. I scare of da pain & da itchiness.. haha!! so toot sia~
Cracking is my worst nitemare.. I was yellin when da masseur was doing swinging on me! haha!! I was abit embarrassed of myself too..

Back to hotel to bath & continue our nite activities!
Simple & short dinner @ Cafe D'lite bside our hotel 1st..
& coach came to bring us to our nite shows!

1st show: The Mambo
haha.. i believe dis is da classic & muz watch show when u come to Thaiiland..
I wld gif it 5/5 stars for da great entertainment!!
Gd stage effect & performers.. I cldnt believe they r transexual?! They unleashed more femine dan gals do..
i was captured into da great show b4 me le!!
I kinda lyt some of da "gals" who looked so pretty!
haha!! guess they muz haf spent a bomb on surgery~
& to make my impression of dis show more unforgettable.. Bby played a crucial part!! haha!!
He was pulled up to stage to play wif them.. "The Ketchup" song..

2nd show: The Thai Gals
hmmm.. i was abit taken aback when i reached da pub.. it was pitch dark &woman on stage performing w/o bottom..
They were using their lower half of body to perform for us to watch..
&\ bby was sayin all da tik kos wil sit infront..
hmmm.. comment of dis show.. Gals der r too poor ting le.. =(
They r using bodies to entertain us..
i believe da ping pong show oso originate frm here..
da last item for da show totali.. OMG? Im watchin RA21 show live 3D!
yes.. totali eye opening!! O.0

I would recommend dis shows if u visit Thailand for dis haf to watch LIVE & personali to haf da real experience..
Totali different frm shows u watch on tv~

Back to hotel after a full day activity~
Sleeping wif bby by side is a blessed ting^^

DAY 2

We woke up @ da wrong time & missed our breakfast =/ so toot rite?
& we rushed all da way frm 6 plus to 3 plus to haf our 1st meal..
No time for breakfast since we woke up late..
Our tour guide came to pick us up at 7.20am & off to our 1st stop to temple..
We took da boat to float our way to temple..
Bai bai awhile rested at a corner to wait for the tour guide..
Afterwhich, we travelled to Bee farm..
Introducing us da honey,bee pollen & royal jelly~
wow~ & we were "poisoned" by da uncle..
we actuali bought 3 bottles of honey! haha~~

Da ice cream made was nice.. I tink under da hot sun.. & hungry.. aniting wld juz taste great?! haha!!
& da tour guide knowing dat we r onli enthu to shop.. skipped da last stop n brought us to MBK straight to satisfy our needs..

& shoppin spree starts again!! woohoo!!
We managed to barely finish all levels. keke! Believe it or not.. 1 MBK is equivalent to S'pore shopping malls!!
From Queensway SC to Vivo to Sim Lim to Bugis Street to IMM to etc..
U can find it all in MBK!
haha!! im totali impressed by it~
Next stop to nite market ard it & start to walk our way..

BAck to hotel to rest as Chan is gg for his daily massage & we stayed in hotel to wait..
Originali wanted to go clubbing but heavy downpour after dinner~ back to hotel again to end our day..
I was unable to slp but bby was slpin his way thru le..
Tossed & turned.. i forgotten how i fall aslp le..

DAY 3

We woke up at our own pace.. & we made it for breakfast today le!!
American breakfast to start off.. & guess wat?? da eggs r lyt hotcakes.. within minutes.. da tray was emptied!!
WOW WOW WOW..
Back to hotel to rest awhile b4 we go out to shop til we drop..
We r gg to da famous Platinum Fashion Mall today for shoppin..
100bahts don get u much ting animore..
They r into wholesale instead now..
We didnt haf much bargain power & it's totali Bugis Streets! haha!!

&we had hotdog waffle der! no place in S'pore is selling it at all.. We r so lucki to be able to taste it again der..
Continue our shoppin & off to next shopping mall le~
Siam Paragon/SIam Square/Siam Center/Central World Plaza..
SImilar to S'pore orchard rd..
Had a quick lunch at Pepper Lunch & stone in Toy R Us play Lego &games..

We went back hotel to haf another round of resting b4 we go out for our dinner & drinking session!!
1st time eatin by da roadside for porkball noodles.. & bought pork stick..
Off to Nana clubbing to drink~

hmmm... I got another shock when i saw da gals on da bar naked~ I wasnt prepared dat da clubbin here r lyt dis.. Seriousli different frm S'pore..
Women of all kinds & shapes.. my 1st time lookin at women naked so openly..
U cld examine them frm up to down.. If they've done cosmetics surgery~ haha!!
Funny to say but it's afact.. u get so immune to seeing their bodies after awhile longer..
So we changed to another place wif better music.. But.. unsightable gals~
De onli entertainment we've is seeing them flirt wif ang mohs & den PDA..

keke~! they r totali oblivious of our existence..
We left awhile more to nite market..
but we nv go to da nite market we originali wanted to go cos no taxi understand where we want to go at all..
& bby was tryin so hard to say Par Kong but they kept repeating Par Pong (a place for Mr Carrots).. & we gave up trying..
Shop ard da nite markets ard da Nana clubbing place & pk..

It was 1am plus when we reach back hotel & bby was eating his Samurai Pork burger~
Last nite in dis city of lights.. abit unwilling to admit dis fact..
We r so gg back to reality after tonite..
& bby was so nice to stay awake wif me til i fall aslp..
Singing lullaby to coax me to slp despite being tired himself..
hugging me despite being uncomfortable..

Yeah.. i fell aslp soon after.. in bby's hug.. ^^

DAY 4

Woke up at our own sweet time again today.. but juz in time for breakfast =p
& i onli brushed my teeth, out for breakfast lyt dat! haha!!
After breakfast jiu go to buy some local delicacies
Back to hotel & bby was busy packin & i went to bath~
I fell back aslp again not long after lying comfortably on bed.. keke~
Checked out 1pm & off to Thailand Airport le~
Time passed super fast..
A wink of eyes.. we r ready to board plane le..
Byes to BKK!!
Halo S'pore!!

Aftermath emotion of da trip:

Time is too short for us to use..
We had gotta stay sumwhere near to skytrain so dat we can easily travel aniwhere..
I had whole loads of eye openin experience wif dis trip.. It's reali a fact.. 读千本书不如行万里路。。
Sometimes, u juz cldnt find sometings despite readin so much.. You juz gotta feel it, taste it, experience it & onli den wil u know it..
This Thai trip is totali different frm my Genting & Batam trips..
I feel much more fortunate livin in S'pore w/o worries of flood & hunger..
im thxful to bby's great care dis while~
Our town is nth comparable to them in terms of nite life & shoppings..
theirs is lyt 不夜城，越夜越好玩。
After party is get back to life..
Its a cycle.. & it's til 夜深人静的时候，我就感觉特别寂寞冷清~

I luv city dat nv slp.. At least.. i hope i fall aslp 1st b4 it does..
hmmm.. am i carryin too much troubles b4 bed dat make me so diff to fall aslp?? =/

3inchHEAVEN

2012-02-05T02:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Papa,

Im leavin S'pore in another 2 days' time!! excited im!!
woohoo~~!!!!! byes to worries & works..
HELLO hapiness & freedoms!!!!!!!
hehe~~ im gonna treasure da few days wif bby tgt!!
yeah!!!
Slpin & wakin up wif love by side!! ^^

Ytd went to catch a movie n pk rite after it cos bby is gg for his bowling session~
We watch "Dance Dance Dragon" which received alot of gd reviews n comments!
keke!! So bby came to pick me up & to Causeway to buy tix 1st before headin home for lunch which bby's mum cooked..

& i watch my drama while bby is catchin his nap =)

hmm.. Papa.. after watchin dis drama..
i tink women is too pitiful le..
女人的命就是男人的命。。
Life of women is being controlled & nth they can do to twist ard it..
Their fate is in da hand of King..

They cant be wif da love of their life of their choice..

停在这里不敢走下去

让悲伤无法上演

下一页

你亲手写上的离别

由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙

拥抱着并不真实的欲望

来不及等不及回头欣赏

木兰香遮不住伤

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光

不再找

约定了的天堂

不再叹你说过的人间世事无常

借不到的三寸日光。

那天堂是我爱过你的地方

I felt so thankful dat im livin in dis era & being wif my love..

i haven finish watchin.. yet to know da outcome..

Yuppie.. da movie i had wif bby was gd!

funny & nice ending..

But b4 it, we went to City Square to collect bby's pen & dinner..

Though short meetin.. i tink im lucki! I count my blessings~

At least i can be wif bby for some time =)

Next week!!

Please come fast & pass slow!!

Papa.. please bless us a safe journey & enjoyable endless funs!!!

孩子不坏

2012-01-27T06:58:00.001-08:00

Halo Papa!!
So fast another week juz ended.. Dis Sunday jiu everyone's Bdae lè!!
人日快乐！

I had a movie date wif Bby after wrk ytd to watch "We not naughty"~

N seriousli, I lyt all Jack Neo's movies despite his scandals of his personal character..
I don care how he behaves in his life.. Its his talent n productions dat impressed me!

Dis time rd is a movie abt gambling.. Haha!! N so qiao Bby went to casino to try his luck on wed n thurs..

Well.. Personally, I don encourage gambling knowing da consequences it caused.. Afterall, we've been thru it..

N yes.. It's hard raising a kid in such a grey world where there's no clear line of right n wrong..
It's getting more n more difficult to differentiate da goods n da bads..
For all u need is da gift of gabs where u distort all da facts n make it sound so real!

Noe wat papa??
I'm gg on Thailand trip in another 2 weeks' time!!
Wheee~~!!
I'm prepared for my 1st time airplane trip Liao lè!!
Hopefuli all goes smoothly!! ESP work!!
I'm excited!! Veri excited!!
1st time I'm gg to leave hse for so long too?!

Papa, please bless it for a blast one!!

距离

2012-01-25T07:05:00.001-08:00

Papa.. I reckon Da hardest ting in earth is findin back ur lost self?

我开始觉得我们俩的性格完全不一样~
我开始发觉我们之间的距离~
或许，我们当时就不应该继续。

我走向前　你看不見　真的遙遠
就連嘆息　影子聽見　也似無言
你走向前　我看不見　你的思念
你和我之間　刻著一條界線　不曾有改變

Y am I feelin our gaps r gettin further?

我好累。
真的累了。

龙年初二

2012-01-24T06:22:00.000-08:00

Greetings to Papa again!!
so fast~ it's 2nd day of CNY le oh...
i felt dat time reali passed so fast!!

Today, bby came our hse to bai nian oh.. He bought chicken essence for mama~~
so nice of him...
Yes.. we sat at home for awhile b4 headin to bby's hse to bai nian..

& bby's mum cooked my fav soup at home ^^ i felt so pampered~
I had a big bowl of fish maw wif bby & mum scooping for me =p
i tink i wil put on weight wif dis cny carries on..
My endless pineapple tarts, new yr goodies & steamboat..

1st time for CNY reunion dinner, i ate wif so many ppl~
it felt so special & heartwarming oh Papa~
thxful to bby n his famili for all dis..

We had rounds of gambling..
Lady Luck isnt smiling at me =(((
But i had my fair share of fun =)))
& i noe gambling isnt my way to earn fast cash!!! hahah!!!

Home sweet home wif me drivin myself back & bby by side to supervise..
hee!! im ashamed to acknowledge but i had to face it.. I've forgotten all bits to drive!!!
OMG!!!??
when was da last time i drove??

I seriousli cant rmb at all =.= ttoooooooooottttttt!~~~~~

Tml starts wrk lo!!
Huat ahhh!!! Blessed Dragon yr for me & all!!!!!
Loves & Peace!!! =D

龙年HUAT啊!!

2012-01-23T06:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Papa!!

新年快乐！祝你身体健康！

it feels abit empty n different dis yr oh Papa..

though i stopped visiting since 16.. it reali feels diff dis yr w/o u ard~

bby was da 1st to send his cny wishes to Mama dis yr on fri..

he's so silly! speciali came to bring new yr goodies & ur fav bak kwa for Mama~

so sweet of him ^^

After dat jiu had claypot rice at home b4 we head to IMM for bby's shoppin spree~

He's lookin for computer desk, chair & side table..

So we went Vhive to search & waited ages b4 da salesman came to attend us ._."

& w/o hesitation.. bby bought a desk & side table with juz few glances!!! 0.o

keke~ rich boy!!

back home for me cos bby was gonna play bowling @ nite with corny crew..

haiz.. i was a lil sad n disappointed since dat noon cos bby rejected my movie date =(

n esp when it falls on our monthsary.. =/ it doesnt feel gd at all..

~~Papa.. stms i noe he needs his time to haf his life, be wif his frenz n do his stuff..~~

~~But i cant help hopin he can spend more time with me =((((~~

~~Selfish tinkin of mine!! BOOOO!!!~~

~~I seriousli hate myself stms when i get so overboard & demandin..~~

~~I woke up in btw my slp in da middle of nite to cry over it..~~

~~Seems lyt"heartache" is findin me every nite..~~

& i actuali cried infront of bby on fri nite!! stupid tears...

Well.. we went to Ryan's baby full month celebration on Sat mornin~

is a baby gal for ryan & his wife ^^

& silly bby actuali missed da star of da day when she's rite on da desk!! keke!!

haha!! & bby hand fed me wif food too ^^

i felt so luved!!!

& we went to buy movie tix for da nite after da celebration~

Da search of computer chair starts after buyin movie tix!

No suitable ones to bby's likin..

Mayb we can search again after CNY..

We missed da 1st half hr of movie bcos of me =((

i felt so bad to make bby rushed to & fro =//

hmmmm...

Home again after dinner @ Sakae Sushi!

Im missin bby again~

Oh yes Papa! ytd was our reunion dinner nite!

No shoppin at Chinatown after dinner to buy my fav mochi..

It's totali different..

I don stay up to watch tv & 守岁..

Did i not stayed up enuf last yrs to accumulate longer life for Papa??

Amidst my slp, i felt ang bao underneath my pillow..

Mama placed it der..

So.. Papa.. where's urs??

CNY is coming!!

2012-01-18T02:59:00.001-08:00

Papa!! Hapi New Year to u in advance wor~~
Nope.. Dis yr, u aren't wif us to celebrate dis 2 days dat u most look forward.. ='(

U won be askin us to go Woodlands animore.. Papa.. Is dis some kind of dream??

Mama is kinda sad.. I mean real sad..
She has no mood to prepare for dis joyous occasion n ya.. Me too..
I guess I won be lookin forward to CNY animore..
Ders no reunion for me animore..

Noe wat papa?
I wrote a brief love story of my meetin wif Bby~
Hee!! Every details of how we know each others to our tgt to da ups n downs we went thru..
I still rmb detailedly but I can't write in full cos it wld be so lengthy~

I hope it touches da heart of reader..

Last yr's v day aren't a gd one..
I hope for a gd one dis yr~

Wat wil be wil be

2012-01-12T06:28:00.001-08:00

Papa!! I got a great news to share wif u today!!
Though it's totali unrelated to me.. I stil wanna share my happiness wif Papa!!

Noe wat papa? Bby called me dis noon n tel me dat he's got da highest bonus/increment~~

Hapi??

Yeah.. At least to me, it feels lyt his past effort n hardwork has received recognition despite all da shits he went thru..

Yuppie!! Bby's hardwork has paid off finali!! Hapi for him~

Well.. I seriously need a break frm everyting.. Everyone..
It's tirin..
I'm tired..
Sometimes, ur closest one wil fail u one day..
Da disappointment is thousands times hurting dan da normal ones..

No 1 u shld trust other Dan urself..
Cos, ull nv disappoint urself..
At least.. Ull try ur best not to disappoint ownself.. Aren't it Papa?

Don rely on others to bring u happiness for ur life..
For ull nv noe da one wil leave u one day..

Our new Living rm!!

2012-01-09T04:37:00.001-08:00

Papa!! Sèe see??
We got 2 new additions to our living room lè oh..

Sofa n coffee table..
Hmmm..
Papa.. I wish u were here wif us to enjoy it too..

The darkest hours luv!

2012-01-08T03:08:00.001-08:00

Halo Papa!!
Another wkend has passed~~

Celebrated bby's sister Bdae on fri nite..
Keke!! We had a simple fare @ home.. N it's so filling..

After dat jiu went out to Cden to haf our bowling~
& today wif us, we've cutie pie Charlene!!
So cute!!!
Wif her as companion.. I had loads of joys!!! Her endless cutiness & expressions~~
Hee!!

Played til 2 plus n ended our game..
Shagness was da onli word to describe our body..

Yeah.. Home sweet home ard 3 plus n bedded ard 4 plus..

N Bby came to pick me up n off to JP to collect his pillow, shoppings n movie!!
Nope~ it's onli Bby n me today!!
Haha!! I can totali own Bby for half day~~

So we went to buy movie tix for da nite @ PS..
Den we went to buy waffle n drink to satisfy our hunger..

After which, we shopped ard b4 getting our pillow..
Den off we went to Novena church to haf mass..
Da father was humorous today.. I mean da way he speak..
Da preach he was givin was interesting too..

Yes!! Dinner n movie time after mass~
Had Ichiban sushi ~
Bby was eatin lesser.. but I'm eatin more..
=/ tsk tsk.. Control diet!!

The darkest hours..
We ended our nite rite after da movie~
Yuppie!! Time to rest our tired bodies lè!!

Papa!! I'm gettin more excited each day when my 1st Thailand trip wif Bby is drawing nearer~~

I wish it comes faster n ends slowly!!
Donno how it wld be.. Bet it's gonna be a blast!!
Ani where is fine n great as long as Bby luv is wif me~~

1st entry for 2012

2012-01-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hi Papa!
It's da start of another brand new yr le oh!!
Dis yr sth diff..
You are no longer here wif us animore..

No worries Papa..
Im not sobbing as much i did previousli..
Not dat u r no longer in my heart..
But i noe u wish we live happier when u chose to leave us~

Yeah.. 2011 has gone..
it's such a hard yr.. well.. for me at least..
Papa.. could u bless us a gd 2012 ahead??

Nothing is certain for 2012..
Some says world ends in da yr of 2012??
Isit true Papa??

=/
I haven had ani great achievements in life..
If i were to leave...
hmmm.. Let's leave it all to Fate ba!! ^.'

Chinese New year is oso coming soon oh Papa!!
Dis yr so fast!!
& im gg on my 1st holiday trip by plane wif bby on Feb!!

♥♥♥♥

Countdown to 2012 wif Bby luv!!

2011-12-31T22:16:00.001-08:00

Hapi New yr my dearest Papa!!
How r u up der countin down to 2012??

I celebrated wif Bby dis yr again!!
We nv go up to Genting dis yr..
Instead we celebrated in Spore..

Bby came to fetch me after his car maintenance to his home..
We had drama marathon of Code of Honours..
N I had sumptuous home cooked lunch by bby's parents!!
Nice food all to my likings!!

Hee~!!
Papa.. I'm gettin more pig..
I fell aslp soon after a heavy lunch
._. So toot!!!

Yeah.. Woke up n we r prepared to go for our dinner date lè!!
We went to Vivo de Queen & Mangosteen for dinner..

Nice atmosphere wif British food~
Most imptly is wif Bby!!

I spent another yr end wif love~
Aniwhere is fine wif me as long as I'm wif my Bby luv~

After dinner is desert time!!
Ice cream fondue @ Haagen Dazs!!
Yum yum =p

Den we head over to Kallang Leisure park to witness da fireworks!!
But b4 dat.. We went to arcade to haf some dance..
Oh nope.. They.. Keke!! See Bby dance for da 1st time! So kawaii neh!!

Keke.. Cute to the max!!
After dat jiu went to buy drinks n await for da countdown!!
2012..
1 min more to end of 2011..

Wat's ur last tout for da past 1 yr??

For me..
Many tings had happened..
& Everyting has passed..

It's da beginning of another new yr~
Pray hard n hope dat 2012 is filled wif loads of happiness, loves n smooth sailin great yr!!

Times wif Bby is precious moments..
I wish for eternity wif Bby luv~~

我的快乐？

2011-12-27T07:30:00.001-08:00

Papa..
I'm Veri blissful last wk..
I'm able to see Bby for 5 days straight..

Wif Bby accompanying mama to see sofa n dinner ytd..
Short meetin wif Bby in Carrefour today's lunchtime for dat miserably 10 mins?

I'm so happi!!
But.. He's gg away for malacca wif family dis thurs n fri..
I'm not taggin dis time rd~
Papa,
Pls blessed bby a smooth n enjoyable trip wif loved ones!!

=]
Thx papa!!

Santa Claus is comin to US!!

2011-12-24T11:40:00.001-08:00

Merry Xmas my beeloved papa!!
Dis Xmas was filled wif loads of luvs, joys n happiness!!

Rmb-ing last Xmas..
I'd rather forget Dan to rmb n sumhow I reali did forgot..
Well.. We shall leave da past in da past n embrace da future ain't we??

Bby came to fetch me rite after his wrk to our hse on fri..

It's rainin heavily but it didn't dampen my mood for long weekends.. Wet Xmas.. Haha!

We went back to bby's home da bao-in fried rice for our dinner tgt wif bby's mum for her hor fun~
yeah! i had 2 servings of bby's mum home made hor fun.. =D
hee! im a glutton when it's made by home..

After dat.. bby went to bath b4 we head out for last minute shoppin spree & late nite movie wif corny crews~
Yuppie... Im awaitin to shop heartili wif bby luv!
so many tings i wanna buy..
But.. no $$$ =((((
I shall buy wat i need instead of wat i wan den...

Nope.. didnt get to shop.. cos we can onli window shop by da time we reach..
keke..
=)))

Den we made our way to Cineleisure for movie treat!!
yeah!!
Mission Impossible!
Seriousli im surprised by myself for likin such movie..
I donno i can be an action packed movie luvin gal?
hahah!!

BWG me!
Ended our nite.. da eve of eve of Christmas day!
haha!!!

Woke up next mornin preparing myself loveli xmas eve!
Bby dated me to Dempsy Hill.. again.. & wif Chan too!!
Went to Marina Square & shopped til we dropped..
& bby spent a bomb!! O.0

Went to Sasa bought perfume for bby's daddy.. hand cream for bby's aunt & cousin..
Den we went to John Little in search for bby's shopping lists..
& we both bought pillows for our mums!! hee~

No curtains to bby's likings..
bought 3 towels & checked out our items le..

Rushed to Wallets' Shop in search for daddy's wallet dat bby's sis wanna buy..
& silly bby bought himself a card holder to make up da $200 UOB pt to redeem a $10 voucher..

Back to car & sped off to Holland V for our xmas eve's dinner!
for sth different.. we went to Jap restaurant dis yr!
=))) i luv jap food!!!
But bcos of my stomach & appetite.. i controlled myself..
I had a Nabe which filled my stomach totali!
it's da rite portion juz nice for me ^^

Yuppie.. went to Cden for bowling session..
hmmm.. bby arent in da rite form for it...
guess he's too tired wif all da running abt earli dat day..

yeah!! im da 1st to wish bby merry xmas at 12am!!
our 2nd xmas tgt!!
may der be everlasting xmas tgt wif my loved ones!!

Home sweet home wif bby luv sendin me back..
Bathed & ended my eve wif bby luv dis yr..
Came da Xmas day wif bby's famili for gathering..

Dis is da 1st yr i get to celebrate wif them~
Bby came to fetch me to his home..
Wrapped up da gifts & continued my drama..

Den head over to bby's cousin hse wif famili..
Bby was busy wif da deep fryin stuff..
hee.. & im bein a nuisance by side..
We had a big ham for celebration!!

yes.. & bby's cousin amused us wif him demonstratin da Happy Call pan..
Noe wat papa?? we actuali had BBQ in hse! omg?!
All in all.. i had loads of laughters for dis Xmas..
Thx bby for dat...
& silly bby bought me a Kate Spade wristlet..'
Muz haf costed him another bomb =/

I won't ask for much this Christmas

I don't even wish for snow

I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it

To the North Pole for Saint Nick

I won't even stay awake to

Hear those magic reindeers click

'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight What more can I do

Bby all I want for Christmas is you

Ooh bby

This is all I'm asking for

I just want to see my bby

Standing right outside my door

Oh I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

Bby all I want for Christmas is...

You

You better watch out
You better not cry
Better not pout
I'm telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town
He's making a list
And checking it twice;
Gonna find out Who's naughty and nice
Santa Claus is coming to town
He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake!

Im in a good mood for festive seasons!!

Merry Xmas!!!

HoHoHo~~~!!!

PS: I had my wish came true 1 yr 2mths ago when i got tgt wif bby..

Nth more i wish for except to be wif bby tgt 4eva til eternity..

Thx Santa Claus for bringin my bby to me b4 last Xmas!!

I wish...

2011-12-22T07:55:00.001-08:00

Papa!! I'm back frm co dinner!! Donkey yrs since my last dinner wif co..
I tink after papa left.. I stayed away frm such occasion too..

I prefer more time for ppl dat I luv Dan makin merry outside wif ppl dat I've totali no feelings towards~

But ya.. Stms, it's juz life dat makes u to bcome a person u nv were n u nv want to be..
We've no choice but to entertain Stms..
Well, dinner wasn't dat bad..

I had a good nite filled wif laughters..
Xmas is makin it's way here!!
Though I'm not Christian, Xmas stil cast a significant day n event to me~

It's a thx giving day..
Blessed n peaceful nite..

Touts flowed thru my mind..
I wish I was a better gal dat matches Bby..
=/
Words can't describe how I'm feelin rite now..

I am gd! How Abt u??

2011-12-21T04:34:00.001-08:00

Papa!! How r u???
I can finali tell u I'm fine n kickin again!!!

Wheee~!!
Papa, being healthy is reali a gain in life.. Those who nv been thru da pain of sickness wil nv understand n being contented wif healthy body..

Yes.. Bein sick for dat few days was already a torment for me..
Papa, I reali can't imagine how u went thru for da past 10 odd yrs??

I nv reali put myself in ur shoes..
I see u ok.. I tout it's ok..
No 1 ever see da torment u went thru den..

='( papa.. Pls forgive me!!

I was so miserable since Saturday, it nv get better til today..
2 persons ive made them to suffer alot durin dis period..

I'm so so so apologetic n remorseful.. Y aren't I takin great care of my health?!

Mama.. She oso suffered wif me during dis period I fell sick..
She was closed to aiya.. Beyond words to describe..
She took great care of me!!
I'm too touched.. I wish I nv fell sick..

Bby, who was constantly askin how I'm feeling.. Stms feelin awful, I tried to say I'm fine.. Not dat I wanna lie.. I hope he'll feel better..

Papa, I'm so grateful dat u've sent these 2 lovely guardian angels to my side..

Seriousli I hope I've nv let them worry for me in anyway~
Stupid me,. So toot to fall sick..

But, now dat I'm fine..
I'm so gonna repay them in aniway!!

Last but not least.. Papa.. Thx for blessing me!!
I miss u~ =']

Im da lousiest person

2011-12-18T04:12:00.001-08:00

Dear papa,
I had a lovely short lived happiness wif Bby dis wk..
Went to shop wif Bby on wed evenin @ clementi mall..
Bought bby's g2k shirt n haf a short dinner wif Bby @ kopitiam b4 our koi experience~
Hee!!

Ended our nite soon after wif Bby sendin me home..
N!!
I had a day off on fri, lookin forward to enjoy a lovely day wif Bby..

Who knows?
I got myself a bad cough n fever..
Dis is so bad!!
Nvm abt it.. Bby's my antidote..
I'm ok as long as I see my Bby luv!!

Yuppie.. Went JB to wash car n shop ard~
We shop for Jane's Bdae pressie..
Den went back to IMM to browse for telephone n wif intention to buy bby's mum Xmas pressie..

But, tootie Bby forgot abt corn's Bdae pressie.. So we gotta head back home to wrap too..

After dat, sweetie Bby brought me home to buy mama dinner..

To n forth.. We r finali makin our way to Cathay for dinner buffet..
Massive jam to orchard ._. Toot!!

Bby was losin his patience totali.. 1st time I saw Bby so pissed off wif traffic.. Typical ah beng wannabe!! Keke~

A hungry man is an angry man. INDEED..

Finali, we arrived at Nippon village.. Frenz started w/o us.. N we r eatin.. Oops.. Nope.. We r stuffin ourselves wif foods..

Nite's stil young n we went to tradehub 21 to drink n sing..
Nope.. I did neither.. Cos I gotta take med n my voice is beyond hearing..

Home sweet home n I'm supposed to go supervise bby's painting for his bedroom~

But.. Ya.. I wasn't lucki to do so.. =/
I had da worst day.. N I made mama n Bby worried for me whole day!!

Haiz.. I felt lyt da lousiest person livin in da earth~
I've made my most beeloved ones worry abt me yet I can't assure them I'm fine..

I tried to slp my way thru da day.. In hope I wld wake up feelin fine.. Seriously, I stil feel lyt makin my way to bby's home to see him painting..

But.. Nope.. My body don allow me to do so.. Nitetime befalls n I'm feelin worser..
I cried n ask mum to bring me see doc.. But panic or wat.. I made Bby worried too by askin him to fetch me go see doc..

Papa.. It isn't a great feelin at all..
I nv wan to experience it again..
Papa, I felt lyt da blessest gal in da world suddenly.. Wif all my loved ones by my side caring for me..

But, I wish I nv make them worry animore..
Bby said mama was so worried abt me..
Sigh.. I muz haf made them worried sick lè..

❤

2011-12-11T06:44:00.001-08:00

HOT MOVIE date

2011-12-11T06:39:00.001-08:00

Halo papa!!
I'd a short date wif Bby on fri nite~
We caught a reali nice movie titled "New Year's Eve" n again went to Hot Tomato to settle our dinner~

Massive jam frm my hse to Orchard.. Donno wat happened.. N tootie me missed da opportunity to capture 2011 Xmas lightings!!

2 more weeks to Xmas n marks de end of 2011..

Be it gd or bad, we've went thru n nv r we gonna forget da pain n loss.. Neither can we omit da joys n gain..

My 2012 resolution

2011-12-08T05:14:00.001-08:00

Halo papa!!
Life isn't gd at wrk..
I'm kinda tired..
But after much Tinkin, I've straightened my touts..

I've rekindled my passion I first joined..

But, dis time rd..
I resolve to be a non sotong animore!!
New 2012 may it be a gd one..

2011 was da harshest yr for me for da whole 22yrs livin..
I need to grow n be strong!!

I've set my resolution, haf u papa??
=]

KTM resort luv~

2011-12-06T04:58:00.001-08:00

Halo papa!!
Donno y my previous post is not being saved~ so here I'm back to repost..

Tsk!! All my touts r gone Liao~
Let me recap abit =p

Yuppie!! Stayed over bby's hse after bai bai n sending mama go home..
Picked up bby's mum n sis to Marine Parade for shopping time!!

Nope~ I didn't shop n buy aniting.. Keke.. Bby was da one splurging money away in 1 shop!! Dats is G2000!!!
Omg?!! I seriously won spend few hundred bucks in 1 shop..
Haha!!

But Bby bought alot of clothes~ sucha vain Bby!! Hee~~

We had swensens for dinner n I ordered crayfish spaghetti.. N Bby was commenting I'm tryin to compare isit?

Haha~ bby's cookin is da best.. No one can fight!
Cos, who wld cook wif luv??
Except ur loved ones.. Rite?!

1st time to MP.. Nv walk ard much but it's reali a big mall~
Bby's mum gave me da Disney umbrella which we redeemed wif bby's G2K receipts..

Home sweet home wif beloved ones n off we went to Lakeside wif Bby luv to wash car!!

I'm Juz bein a nuisance der~ haha!!
Playin wif water n bein wif Bby is fun! ;)

Yea.. Back home n bath n lovely bed is awaiting us!!
Watched Human Centipede n frm dat nite onwards..
I swear I'm so not gonna watch gross movie. never!

I can't believe I lyt such show..

Bby wanted to watch wrong turn 4 de.. But he stopped playin cos I was tryin to slp~ so sweet Bby =*

I'd a gd nite slp wif Bby beside..
No nitemares at all!!
Woke up n bby's parents bought us mc breakfast!!
Yes~ I felt so doted.. Haha!!

So long since I last sat on dining table wif family to eat..
After which, Bby went to bath n out we go to Vivo!!

We r earli birds n waited for chan.. We betted on how they travel by.. But no win no lose~ wahahha!!
No additional IDR100,000 added to my pocket for shopping~
=[ sob sob..

Donno y I'm so tired.. I literally slept thruout all journeys.. I'm so pig!!
Boarded ferry n arrived at Batam!!
Land transfer to KTM Resort n guess wat papa?

I saw da largest guan yin statue near our resort!

Put down our bags n raced to reception cos it's rainin~ lucki I bought an umbrella but it's selfish =p..

Waited for da bus to send us to town!
Long wait.. But stil, gotta wait.. Haha!!

Yeah!! Nagoya mall! We kicked off wif searching bby's backpack..
After dat, we started to search for bro's bag..

Aiya.. Bought nth much for myself..
Except a pair of heels~ haha!!
Shopping time seems so short.. Soon, nite befalls..
N we r gg back hotel..
No massage, no seafood dinner..
We were full frm B&W.. N cos of safety, we decided to pack food back to resort eat n relax..

Enjoying breeze outside of da hut is an enjoyable leisure time..
Small talks n catch up r perfect way to gif a miracle touch..

But we watched comedy ghost movie frm chan's iPad instead~
N my sleepiness r acting up.. I need a rest..
Went to rest awhile on bed but instead I fell aslp!

Woke up to bath n snuggle into da warmth of bed wif Bby luv by side again!! ^^
I'd another peaceful nite til early next mornin~

N guess wat?
We actuali missed our breakfast buffet!! So toot!!
I'm too lazy to wake up for food neither for massage..
Poor Bby didn't get to enjoy either..
Tsk tsk.. Bwg myself!!

Get off da bed n went to bath.. Lucki chan was able to get us breakfast!
N Bby n I had da same food we had for supper last nite!! Fried rice n fried bee hoon..

Long wait again n packed up!
We r ready to go!
Bused back to da ferry terminal n der, we browse ard again..

Boarded ferry n off we go back Singapore!
Byes to Batam, Halo to Singapore!!

Had dinner @ Yoshinoya n bidded gdbyes!
Bby sent me home wif cab..
Keke!! Silly Boy!!
Loveli Bby!!

I luv u!! <3

Politics..

2011-12-06T04:52:00.001-08:00

Politics started wif gossips mongers trying to fish sth frm u..
N Politics begins wif sum1 who can't shut her mouth n blabber to da wrong trusted colleague!!

N I'm 1 of them!
Da 1 who can't shut my mouth..

遇人不熟 is da only idiom for an idiot lyt me..
I swear I'm so not gonna trust fish mongers who tries to be friendly wif u but backstabbing when it comes to wrk!!

To hell wif such ppl!!

Seriously I need to unwind myself..
Feel lyt doin sth to destress yet I can find a form..

Tsk tsk..
I need a gd laugh!!!
HAHAHAHA!! =D

Alone..

2011-12-01T06:45:00.001-08:00

Papa, suddenly dis tout came across my mind..
Da word lonely..

N it struck me dat we da living ppl r juz a lonely person seekin another lonely person's companion to walk da path of life..
'1' + ONE = LONEr
Haha!! So afterall, we r juz loner to start wif?!

Interesting tout..
So I reckon papa is oso feelin lonely??

Tml, Bby, mama n I wil be gg to pay papa a visit!
1st time Bby comin along..
But he's so gg to be busy tml too =/

Papa, tok less do more is my motto!!
一笑而过，everyting's gonna be fine!!
无声胜有声..

I'm gonna enjoy myself ttm for dis batam trip wif Bby luv!!

Signed off,
Ur loner daughter
<3

防人之心不可无

2011-11-30T05:13:00.001-08:00

Papa!! Nihaoma??
Haiz.. I'm gg to say I'm not gd..
Not even a wink of goodness..

Ive learnt to trust ppl less..
Not all ppl r gd to u even if u r gd to them..
Nope!!
I'll trust onli a few selected ones..

Yes..
I'm utterly hurt by ppl's actions..
我不犯你，不要来惹我！

Pouring out to xinxin after wrk ytd is shiokness!!
Meetin bestie is always an enjoyable ting..

Noe wat papa??
I've finali firmed my decision to further my studies n fulfil ur expectation of me~
Tinkin n pushing for so long..
Long enuf to cause me 2 yrs of regrets..

It'll not be an easy road to walk..
But papa, I believe ull always be der to look after n bless me wif all ur might rite??
谢谢！

Xinxin's gg for her studies too~
Same sch some more!! Omg?! We r so gg to be sch mates after so long!!
Excited I'm!!

Yuppie papa..
Chatting wif Bby n ending all my misery in his ears is sucha wonderful ting!!
We r gg to Batam again oh Papa!!
Dis Saturday!! Dis time rd wif chan n his wifey~

Nice n enjoyable one pls!!
Papa, wil u look after us again??
Hee!!!

Went to dentist today..
Haiz.. Another sad story to share..
I've got wisdom tooth!!
Sadded~
I need an operation to extract..

HOW??
I nv had ani operation b4~
Wonder if I shld go...

Papa..
2011 is endin soon..
It's not a nice yr for me..
Bad yr to be exact..

Many unlucky, unhappy, unwanted tings happened..
I hate 2011!!

Blessed 2012 soon??

Baby niece!!!

2011-11-27T18:08:00.001-08:00

Papa!!
We went to Tampines n see ur beloved grand daughter- Hui En..

Noe wat Papa??
Everyting has changed der, frm void deck to playground to lift n finali, baby niece

Yes papa, she's grown up.. Tall n skinny.. Reckon she dislyt eatin lyt previous..

Enuf toks, papa muz haf missed her loads?!
Here's her pics!!

豆浆油条

2011-11-26T18:12:00.001-08:00

Ohaiyo Papa!!
Today is such a lousy yet lovely day for me.. Perhaps Bby too??

Woke up mornin n had a tiff wif Bby =/ not a gd way to start off our day~
Mayb it's me.. Donno which wire connected wrongly causin my mind to malfunction..

Haiz.. Stms I hate myself for findin faults wif Bby n causing hurt to him n myself..
I juz wan lovely times wif Bby but it seemed so difficult..

I'm over sensitive TTM! I'm pissed off by my action..
But Bby mentioned my most hatred words again ='(
Papa.. Able to delete dat 2 words frm bby n mine love dictionary?

But we r fine after da big heat up!! Thxful for it~ I luv our r/s to withstand everyting.. Be it big or small..
Tgt hand in hand, side by side.. We can make a difference n last Forever!!

^^ juz when I tout I aren't gg to meet Bby for da whole of dis wk..
Bby actuali invited me to his co's customer dinner!! N wat excites me aren't dinner.. It's seeing Bby finali!!

Awww.. =/ but I'm apologetic towards xinxin.. G6 on again..

Yuppie.. Prepared myself for da dinner.. Seriously, I'm not prepared for sudden dating n ESP when it's formal occasion!

Heart thumping hard n I've no ideas of wat to wear..
Picked n go on a causal outfit..
I need to tidy n revamp my wardrobe!

Yes.. Bby picked me up ard 6.45~pm~ n off to see Bby luv!!! I'm luvin it!!!
Xinxin.. I seriously run to see.. So much so dat my mum was yelling at me to walk slowly wif my heels..

Seein Bby after a quarrel makes me feel awkward..
Despite excited.. I waxed myself wif plastics..

Dinner place: Redstar Restaurant ~
Venue: River Valley

It's a classic restaurant dat themed in da 80s 90s..
N it matches da age of da big shots der? Haha!!

Papa.. It's feels so blissful wif Bby ard.. Though I don reali lyt such entertainment.. It's wonderful!
Sat der lyt a figurine.. Cos nobody except Bby I noe~
I'm out of their topic range too.. Haha!!
But it's ok.. Eye opening for me!! 1st time wif Bby for biz occasion!!

Hapi? I am. INDEED!!!

keke!!

Food was gd.. I mean classic too.. Typical Chinese restaurant..
Dessert wasnt to bby's likings..
All in all.. I'd luv, joy n merry dis evening!

Cleared up wif Bby our dispute dis mornin after da dinner..
Donno y I got emotional while Bby reading out da msgs we exchanged dis morning..

Angry tone he read but I typed it wif a tinge of disappointment plus loads of sadness..

=/ msg aren't powerful at all..
But.. I can't express well wif saying either..
So toot!!

Bby!! Rmb our pinky finger wif chop n stamped oh!!
Our promises!!
Rather.. Ur promises!! Hahah!! Hee!! Keke!!!

Hapi hapi hapi gal TTM!!

Found a silly Bby who allows me on my childish acts!!

Hapi Birthday my BEELOVED Papa!!

2011-11-25T02:40:00.001-08:00

Hapi Bdae my beeloved Papa!!

Papa.. Dis wk aren't meeting Bby at all lè.. Sadded..
=/ nope.. I aren't gg to whine..

生日快乐！爸爸o(^▽^)o

2011-11-24T06:14:00.001-08:00

Papa.. It's ur Bdae in another 2 hrs' time..
How do u feel??
Age another yr lè.. But.. In another world of urs..
Papa.. U muz be feelin lonely? Or u juz tink it's yet another day??

I missed papa..
We've nv help u celebrate ur special big day in big form in any way or means..
N u nv grumble at all..
Not at all..

Sry papa..
Sry for all dis yrs..

I miss papa badly..
='(
Papa.. I realized time don heal me at all..
Tears still roll when I tout of u..
I'm weak.. Weakling..

Papa.. Here's wishing u Hapi Bdae to my dearest Papa in da whole wide world!!
It's ok Thanksgiving Day today~

Thanks for bringing me to dis world wif mama..
Partings r inevitable..
U had to take ur leave 1st..
Time spent all dis years..
I'm Thxful I treasured but it's not enuf..
I'm greedy.. I wished for eternity..

=/ papa..
Can u come back??

Losing a loved one is lyt a bad deep wound..
It may heals, a matter of time..
But it leaves scar, regardless of time..

It may appear lyt it's normal..
But it's no longer da same anymore..
Once triggered, da flashbacks, pains n heartbreak come lyt it 1st happened..

Pls forgive me

2011-11-22T07:48:00.001-08:00

Papa.. Tonite, I'm here to repent my sins..
My misdeeds n misbehaviors~

U noe? I'm causing so much distress to Bby n ppl ard me wif my endless whines n my own pessimism?

Seriously, how can I be so insensible n behave lyt an overgrown kid..
Throwing tantrum when I can't get my way out of my own maze!!
I'm pissed off by myself..

How can I be so obstinate?
How can I be so unreasonable?
How can?!!!

Bby has his fair share of problems wif wrk n all tings else..
N here I'm, adding on to it..

Y am I so muddle minded??
Papa.. I hope dat da batam trip date can be changed..
I've caused so much troubles bcos of me!!
Omg..

It feels gd when tokin my probs out to da rite channel n solving is in process..
Da fears n loneliness I'm gg thru disappear amazingly?!

Papa.. I seek for u n bby's forgiveness..
Please forgive my foolishness? Wil u??

Want u to make me feel lyt a fool?

2011-11-21T07:58:00.001-08:00

Papa..
What da world is coming to??

I'm wrong..
I shldnt haf such feelings..
It's not wat u wanted neither it's wat I'm askin for..

I'm overboard..
N I'm hopeless..

Xinxin.. U r rite~
I see him, I forgot totali abt myself cos seein him makes me feel worthwhile..
I nv changed.. I'm 重色轻友。
I'm stick bf league~

Sob sob..
I tout feeling wld be mutual..
But apparently.. It doesn't..

PS: ask for less so I'd be contented
Sry for wantin u more Dan u cld gif

You r da apple of my eyes!!

2011-11-19T21:06:00.001-08:00

Halo papa!!
It's weekend again lè!! So slow to weekends.. So fast to Weekdays~~

Yeah!! Met up wif Bby luv n went to West Coast Plaza to haf our dinner at Live @ Teppan

Nice 1 wif Bby luv n waited for our movie @ JP.. 10.50pm to start..
Movie of da nite: You r da apple of my eyes..

Nice one n Bby was singing praises of it too~
Hmmm..
相爱不一定要在一起
陪你到最后的未必是和你经历最多的

In life, we wil meet 3 different ppl..
1st one we meet, is sumone who we love alot~
2nd one we meet, is sumone who love us more~
3rd one we meet, neither luv us Alot nor we luv more..

Dis person is sum1 dat appear at da rite moment..

Friends wif Benefits

2011-11-17T02:55:00.001-08:00

Papa.. It's me oh..
Hmmm.. Wrk place isn't gd at all papa..
Was it da feng shui is real bad??

It seems lyt alot of bad ting is happening to one n another.. One by one.. Directly n indirectly..

Papa.. Da most bad ting dat can ever happened to me is da loss of u..
Papa.. Donno y.. But I tink is u sacrificed urself for da better me~

Thx!!
Watched 鬼也笑 n I saw dis scene whereby da 3 bros were blaming their mum for not blessing them to get windfall..
But actuali da blessed ting dat one shld ask for is for happiness n for gd health~

Hmmm..
Papa.. U noe da movie Friends wif Benefit??
Haha!! I donno da storyline.. But I tink da title itself is self explanatory~

I seriously hate such frenz n I tink I wil do better w/o them..
Don come to me when u haf helps frm me..

No doubt we r close previously
No doubt we share ups n downs previously
No doubt all~

If u expect me to take jokes u cracked
N u can't accept da words I've wrote..
Be my guest n draw lines~~

I've been thru da drawbacks..

Facts??

2011-11-16T06:05:00.001-08:00

Halo Papa!!
It's me oh~ here to whine to u again lè..
Ended my conversation wif Bby~ haiz haiz.. Sadded..
Cos he's saying we r getting less chatty as we r tokin on phone everyday..

Sob sob~

Papa.. I've dis queer feelin.. Yet I can't explain n describe clearly juz wats gg on..

I noe Nothing is wrong but yet.. Sth is not dat rite~~

N noe wat papa??
Bby says we r gonna make spaghetti dis Saturday!!
Woohoo!!
Let's hope nothing goes wrong dis time round~~

又圆了的月亮

2011-11-13T15:56:00.001-08:00

Halo Papa!!
It's me!! Ur beeloved daughter!!~~
sry papa.. It's been so long since I last wrote to u..

I donno y but ..

I'm havin dis dream almost everyday.. Not a gd one actuali.. It's distressing..
I'm fatigue wif all da energy drained out bcos of bad dreams..

Seriously.. I tink I shld watch some relaxin dramas n movies..
Haha!! Laugh out LOUD!!
Promise! After dis drama.. I'll watch some relaxing ones~~

Haiz~ papa..
Nth seems to fit wat I'm feelin, Tinkin n experiencing..

Was it bcos I'm Gemini??
I've so many sides??
Tsk tsk..

又圆了的月亮照亮我隐藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以後活得更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上没有人能不动站在一个地方

Single days~~

2011-11-01T06:36:00.001-07:00

Halo papa!!
Today is 1.11.11 oh~~
Keke..

Juz another 3 more days n Bby wil bid gdbyes to me again lè..
Hmmm.. N toiling thru dis 2 days is not cool at all..

I missed all da times to spend da precious last few days wif Bby..
I so not gonna chat wif Bby for lyt 3 nitez frm fri onwards..

But well.. If Bby enjoys himself.. I'm hapi lè..
Papa.. Pls help me look after Bby k??
Xie Xie papa..

Noe wat papa??
I still can't believe u r gone for gd til now..
Dat day went to visit ah Pek makes me tink of u..

Days u stayed in hospital..
I dread gg der.. It's no gd ting at all..
Stms, I wonder how wld tings be today if u aren't dat stubborn

Haiz..
Since tings aren't gg to change.. I accept it..
But I stil can't help to tink wat if 1 day.. I woke up n found myself were juz dreamin all along..
U came back..

How wld it be lyt??

Papa.. Bby said donno wats wrong wif me dis few days..
I oso donno myself..
Touts of him gg away again makes me feel so emotional..

Yuppie papa.. Bby has fallen sick wif flu monster haunting him..
N silly Bby oso no time to treat it~~
Pls bless him a speedy recovery k??

Last dinner date wif loveli Bby dis Thursday!!
Papa.. I seriously hope Bby aren't busy on phone dat day..

*pray hard cross fingers*

I wanna be wif u~

2011-10-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

COunt down:6days ='(

2011-10-29T10:13:00.001-07:00

Papa!! It's me again oh~~
How r u?? Got miss me mah??
Noe wat papa?? Today got news dat ah Pek is hospitalized lè..

Haiz~~ papa.. Pls blessed him to pull thru k!
Partings n separating is part n parcel of life..
We shld learnt to let go n gif up in life~

Papa's leaving is a trauma to me..
But.. Papa.. I'm a strong gal! Don worry oh.. Cos I noe u r always up der lookin out for me ^^

Yuppie.. Bby came to our hse n bought breakfast for us to eat today after his meeting oh papa!
So sweet huh??

1st time havin master Bby to do dis chore.. Keke~~

So I quickly bathed n get dressed so as to shorten da waiting time for Bby..
N yeah.. Came Bby wif 2 packets of porridge..

Had a quick bite.. Rested n out we went~
Today is such a family lovin day!

1st, we intend to go deposit $$ to bby's account b4 headin home to get changed..
But.. On our way back home, wc called n asked Bby for a game of pool..

So.. We went to west coast recreational to haf some fun!
Der sitting n seein Bby playin..
Kinda long since he last played but stil in touch oh~

N I was Tinkin to myself..
Next time, our kids can learn alot frm Bby lè~ keke!

Next stop after pool.. Home to get changed n out to Sheng siong for grocery shopping!!
But b4 dat, we went to blk 500+ to settle bby's finance tingy 1st..
After dat jiu went home get abit of rest b4 gg grocery shopping for our home made bby's spaghetti dinner tonite!!

I was so lookin forward to it~~
Cos Bby has been saying to cook for me eat frm gg Jack's place for set lunch to his Ichiban western food to loveli spaghetti..

I was not able to taste ani til today!

Esp Whèn it's hand made by Bby luv n prepared by lovely us..

1 call frm wrk ruined whole plan flatly..
='(

Cos Bby had to rush to site n wrk w/o able to noe wat time he'll be back home..
I decided not to be a burden n went back home..

Nope.. Dis wasn't wat he wanted..
But.. Well.. All dis muz be fated..

N papa..
On da way back on cab..
I shld juz stayed home n watch my drama lyt I tout last nite when Bby told me he's watching soccer today..

Suddenly I feel dat it feels gd to gg home to mama for a nite of drama n simple dinner..
Cos they won turn me away~

I'm 黏boyfriend league..

Last meetin wif Bby luv!
Count down: 6days!

Countdown: 7 days =[

2011-10-28T11:53:00.001-07:00

Halo papa!!
It's me again!!
N it's oso Friday again too!!

Woohoo ~~!! I'm so looking forward to it.. Cos I get to see loveli Bby!!
Went to West Coast Plaza to get our facial pdts n went opposite to eat in hawker centre~

1 call frm zy n Bby was ready to go for bowling despite sayin he's got earli meetin tml @ 8.30am..
Haiz~ had our dinner quickly n went home to get bby's bowl ball..

Photo huntin while waiting for zy's arrival~
n 2 guys had fun playin..
My eyes were near to a close ard 11 plus 12..
Seriously heavy til I forced myself to open..

But.. Bby didn't noe =/
So I tout after game 5 ends n home we go..
Nope.. A word frm zy n Bby continued on..

Instead of 12 plus as Bby tout.. We went home 1 plus 2~~

Papa.. Stms, I felt dat I shldnt join any late nite activity wif Bby especially when he's got tings to do in da earli morning next day..

Savin da time to Sènd me home n home to he's straight gives him more time to slp..

But..

I wil get to spend lesser time wif him dis way =[

N Not when it's da 2nd last time I'm seein Bby b4 his trip to Bali next week

当我。。。

2011-10-27T06:54:00.001-07:00

All I wan is U

2011-10-26T06:13:00.001-07:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes

locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl

under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But..Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I

see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her

because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s

broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you.

THAT’S what happened.. — with Ma Cecilia Esplana Atienza

Read dis wallpost on FB n tout I'd lyt to share it here too~
Nice n meaningful..

Oh yeah.. Had a dinner date wif Bby luv tonite.. Friends @ Jelita..
But most saddening ting dat happened to me dis morning is I slipped n fell oh =[[[[ cries~~

Picked myself up lyt a strong gal n limped back home.. Ok.. I'm seriously a lamer today ~.~ tsk!!

Yeah.. Bby oso got a bad injury during soccer today.. So toot!!
I donno I copy Bby or Bby copy me leh? =X

Bby came to pick me up after his nap,4D n bath..
It feels super touching when da 1st ting Bby care is my injury ='(
Thx Bby!!

Travelled to HollandV, in search of da restaurant..
But can't find.. So toot~~
N Bby went to search da map.. To his expectation.. We r reali in da wrong place..

So we faster go back car N it started pouring..
Brisk walked back n gg down da slope.. Bby was askin if I got phobia of my earlier fall?

Nope!! Wif Bby by my side..

Nothing scares me!!

Yeah.. Got da car n off to Jelita..
It's a classy restaurant.. A place for fine dining..

We had 4 courses..
Wif probiotic eggs to start off
Followed by carrot soup..
Main course, we had ribeye for Bby n jumbo chicken leg for myself..
Den for dessert.. We had chocolate cheesecake n tea to put a beautiful fullstop to our loveli dinner!!

Ahhhhhhh~~ another 2days to seeing Bby...
Time pass faster!!

Lovebites to Bby!! ❤❤

(๑╹∀╹๑) it's our Paranormal luv day~

2011-10-25T12:31:00.001-07:00

Halo Papa!!
Today is Tuesday but it's oso eve of PH n most imptly is I get to see Bby luv!! Hapi hapi me!!!

Yes~~ bought movie tix for paranormal activity @ JP..
So Bby came to fetch me after his car servicing..
Head back home for Bby to get bath n get changed..

Rushed back n Bby quickly bathed..
Got changed n rushed to JP n off to meet chan.. Within 10 mins!

After much procrastination, we decided to eat Ichiban Sushi for da nite ^^
Bby ordered teppanyaki beef, ebi tempura, makis n beancurd sushi..

Haha.. Followings r photos of lovely us as always..

Muackzz!!

Yuppie.. So after dinner n b4 movie.. We went to arcade to had some games 1st!!
N silly Bby was playin da new version of fishing joy..
Catch insects joy?? Wahahha..

N at 1 pt.. Da power up came out.. Tootie us tout it's gonna be Laser..
So we were all waiting for da robot insect to come out so we can earn more credits..

BUT!!
It's juz a jackpot -.-
Hahaha!! We r so noob hor??

Ya lo.. Had our late nite horror movie..
It's low budget movie but full housed?!
Der r few horrifying scenes dat scared me off.. But lucki Bby is always der to assure me~

Da movie is too draggy..
Wif half of da time showing them slping..
I look forward to 23:59 wif Bby returning back frm Bali..

1 more week to bby's departure =/
Papa.. Pls blessed Bby for safe safe trip wif enjoyable clicks~

Papa.. I'm so touched when Bby says

"我会养你一辈子"

If u could..

I'd love to hear u say it again..

For da rest of my life~

We wil stay happily ever after n putting each other as top priority of our lives!!

The Thing~ we named it Love ❤

2011-10-23T03:02:00.000-07:00

Halo Papa!!
It's Sunday lè oh~ so fast =[[[
Another few days to wkend again..
But lucki ting is Ders a holiday in da mid day of da week!!

Loves to holidays!!! N I can get to see Bby again!!! ^^

Went out wif Bby after his meetings in da morning n back to bby's home to catch some rest..

New looks to his room again.. New addition is da cabinet..
Sneak preview pics Bby sent.. But ytd is 3D effect.. Keke!!

N I dozed off on da bed soon after I changed n lied on it~

Yuppie.. After dat jiu meet chan n his wifey to PS catch movie n dinner @ Hot Tomato which Bby has been cravin for it!!

Haha~~

But Bby says it's not up to his expectation.. Disappointment..
Yeah.. N we went to da arcade for some games while waiting for time to start movie..

"The Thing" was our movie of da nite~
Nice 1 abt alien.. Abit scary cos da alien is duper disgusting =[

Home sweet home wif Bby sending me home after dat =D

Hmmm.. Seein Bby rushed da whole morning w/o havin a proper time to eat =/
Haiz..
N listening to Chan tokin of bby's co got so many ppl makin his life so difficult jiu feel abit heart pain~~

幸福小女人 ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

2011-10-21T12:55:00.001-07:00

Papa..
I felt lyt da most blissful gal in da whole wide world ever since I met Bby oh..

Words can't describe all dat im feelin..
Actions speak louder Dan words..
N I noe dats for sure!!

How love is love??

A guy of ur dream who appear in ur life n all da miracle tingy happens~

A guy whom u can gif up everything else juz to be wif him lest a moment~

A guy who listens to u when u need him~

A guy who tolerates ur nonsense n share wif ur joys~

A guy u don wanna lose for sure..

N dats love!

Papa.. Silly Bby bought me a new lappie oh..
Actuali he wanted to buy me a VGA hdmi cable..
But da sales person in challenger says don haf such cable..
N noe wat??
Bby went ard browsing for lappie!!

1st time in my life, a guy who's so toutful towards my needs..
Not onli lappie..

Everything on me is by Bby..

Bby was der to help me decide which lappie was gd for me..
Papa.. Bby is too gd to be true..

He doted on me as well as mama..
Da lappie is partly for mama too so dat she wil be able to watch drama~
N I don need to squint my eyes wif da mini lappie..

Yuppie.. After buying.. We went off to search for bby's notebook.. But popular was already closed by den..

So we went to giant to buy drinks n played wif da Halloween masks..
Playful Bby put on n tried to scare on lookers!!
Keke~ seriously bwg him!!

After dat jiu went for weekly affair til 2am~
N tootiest ting was Bby gotta wake up damn earli for 3 meetings tml ._.
poor Bby!!

Wif Bby sending me til lift lobby..

How fortunate can I get??

Papa.. Can I be Veri selfish, willful, demanding, bossy n possessive juz dis time Rd..

Dats to own Bby luv for life??

Loveli 1st anniversary ヾ(´∀｀)ﾉ

2011-10-20T08:13:00.001-07:00

Dear Papa!!
It's my 1st year anniversary wif Bby luv today!!!
Woohoo~~
N Bby came to wait for me rite after his meeting!!
Luv luv luved I'm aren't me papa??

Yuppie!! I rushed over to find Bby n der he was busy wif his lappie typing away~~

Wait.. Waiting.. Waited~~
Den yes.. We finali go off to mount faber!
Keke.. Bby was deceived by da promo.. Da place we r supposed to go dine is not at mount faber!
Looped round n couldn't find da restaurant at all..

Guess wat papa??
It's actuali at da Mount Faber safra..
Tinge of Blue by da pool..

Nice simple cosy ambience..
1st time wif Bby to fine dining~~

We had sparkling white wine for a start..
Followed by duck salad n mushroom soup for our starter..
Cheers!! Bby was busy on phone all da way~~
Next, our main course came..
TOB triple meat patty for Bby luv n lemon butter salmon for me!!

Nice ones wif luvs~~

Lastly, we had our desserts.. Brownie ice cream n strawberry cinnamon crepe..
Bby was teachin me how to appreciate wine!! N for da 1st time.. I finished da whole glass of wine!! Praise me!!

I stil don tink da wine is any nicer afterall.. But for Bby n for our lovely dinner.. Wine tasted sweeter amazingly~

I'm tink I'm actuali a potential gd drinker too =p
Other Dan face red red.. All else r gd!! Wahahha..

Yeah.. Went to a quiet place n Bby to open my special gift made wif luv for him..
Yes.. My handmade photobook which I spent weeks to make..
Glad dat Bby is liking it n makes me feel all da energy well spent!! ^^

Great..
Thxful to Bby all da while dis 12months..
Thxful to Bby for da well planned dinner date to commemorate our special day..

Whee~~

Our story don ends here..

It'll continue on...

HAPI ANNIVERSARY BBY LUV!!

I LOVE U MORE EACH DAYS~~~

It's our 1st!!!

2011-10-19T05:17:00.001-07:00

Halo Papa!! In another few hrs' time marks Bby n my 1yr anniversary!!!

Noe wat??
Bby had it all planned out n we r gonna go for Sumptuous dinner tml nite!!
I hope n pray dat Bby wil be free tml~~

It's fast how time flies n amazing how we can go so far~

I donno how wld I be today if I didn't noe Bby..

I donno wat wld I noe if I nv went thru so much wif Bby..

Sometimes I reali wonder wats life without Bby??

But now dat I've got him.. I don ponder abt it at all..
Cos all my life can do, wil do n muz do is Bby!

Papa.. I tink I've grown too over dependent on Bby lè..

I wonder if it irks him sometime??

Anyway.. Bby's gonna leave for Bali in another 2weeks' time..
Great!!
Papa.. Wil u pls look after Him durin dat period of time??

Sweetest anniversary to me n Bby!!

Out of difficulties makes miracle! ❤(◕‿◕✿)

2011-10-16T07:35:00.001-07:00

Hi papa!! It's Sunday lè~ so fast!! N tml gotta start wrk again..

Stay home wkend n completed my drama-烈火雄心3 @ last...
Nice drama which Bby lent to me..

Seein all da firemen havin so much passion for wrk n braving their lives for others..
ESP Rex,钟有成 n Encore..

Da character dat touches me da most is 阿牛~ 1 who r so obstinate n givin his best shot..

But it's oso da virtue dat flaws..

Many times.. We r lyt dat.. Knowing sth we can't change, we don accept..
If we can't let go.. All we gain @ da end of day is 2 clenched fists..
But if we accept n put it down.. We open to accept.. We gain unexpectedly~

只要排除万难，就会有奇迹出现

Legendary of da 2 cobras

2011-10-15T10:01:00.001-07:00

Halo papa!!
Today is yet another stay home Saturday~
Another wkend w/o seein my bby..
Cos he's gonna be busy whole day makin up his room~
& soccer match of Man U vs Liverpool @ nite..

So long since last we had time for ourselves on Saturday..
& i watched drama all day long wif mama ^^...

Last nite went Bugis wif Bby to buy Nike jersey.. N in btw, we went to haf dinner cos Bby was hungry lè..
Had pepper lunch express for dinner n it's delicious =0

Den we went back to shop n find Maurice for da jerseys~
Noe wat! For 4 jerseys, it costed close to $400 b4 discount!!
Omg~ who says women's money r easy to earn??

Yes~~ after dat.. Bby jiu went searching high n low wif me in search for mirror..
Awwwwww.. he's seriously sweet!!
Actuali wanted to buy his wax n notebook.. But.. Nope.. He say find mine instead ^^

From bugis junction to bugis street.. Master Bby accompanied me thruout~~
Found a few but not to my likin..
Da tootiest ting is da salesgal in bugis street gave me da stuck up attitude when asked..
No gd impression of bugis since donno when n it juz don get ani better~

Bby said bugis street is now invaded by china ppl.. agreed n follow!!
Yuppie.. Went all ard to shop n look for but in vain..

Bby say I'm Veri choosy.. But I tink I'm selective =p.. I won anyhow buy a mirror which I need even though I don lyt it..
I wld wait n search ard.. I might juz be able to find a mirror to my likings someday somehow somewhere?!

Keke.. Veri much alyt to how I found Bby luv!!
Seein Bby helping me browse ard looking for it reali melts my heart~
It makes me feel lyt I'm da most fortunate gal in da earth!!! Seriously!!!

Yuppie.. So we went to marina barrage to fly kite wif Ryan n his wifey after shopping~
Cos we were earli.. We waited in car for them..

Bby was yawnin away cryin tired.. Haiz.. Muz be all da walkings n searching made Bby so tired.. N dis makes me abit guilty =/

Noe wat papa?? We set up da kite n I was ready to let off.. Bby shouted to me no need fly lè..
N I saw da tangled string on da reel..

Both Bby n I had a hard time to untangle it..
Seein Bby so agitated, n I wasn't able to help much make me so helpless..

Slowly n Thxfuli we managed to do it!!! ^^ woohoo!!~
N I tied da knot for da hook..
I wasn't confident wif it cos I'm afraid bby's kite might fly away n Bby wld be so angry~~

Lucki ting is dat it nv happen! N when lettin off da string.. Bby was so telling me dat he's got confidence in me!!
Yeah!!

Papa saw our kites above?? Keke!!
I don reali noe how to fly kite..
But lucki Bby is always der to guide me..
Lucki gal I'm.. I shld count my blessings lè aren't I papa??

1 yr anniversary wif bby luv in another 5 days' time..

365 days together..

8,760 hrs inseparable..

525,600 mins connected..

31,536,000 secs indivisible..

I luv bby more each days~~
I hope bby too =)

白蛇传说。。

2011-10-13T07:36:00.001-07:00

Papa~ I dreamt of u dis morning b4 I woke up...
& it reali feels lyt u r back wif us!! Nth of u has changed..
But I can't rmb detailedly wats in my dream~~

Haha!! But I rmb da venue.. Our hse kitchen.. Donno y I dreamt of bby's family too ~ lyt doin some hse visit??

Yeah.. N I woke up when alarm went on.. zzzz...
Papa.. 你好吗？ I'm reali missin u..

Gd news to share wif u.. Dats Bby sold 4 sales crane today!! So capable!! ^^
But he don seemed to be hapi at all.. =/ muz be da 2 sales colleagues of his stepping on his nerves!
Tootie them!!! Though I noe nuts abt them.. Bby oso nv tel me but tel lè oso no use.. Not lyt I can help rite papa??
Haizzz...

Yuppie.. Addin on to his misery is his stomach is makin him so uncomfortable =(((((
Hmmmm...

Anyway papa.. I rewatched "the sorcerer n the white snake" aka "it's love"..
Awwwww... I cried dis time Rd.. I so touched.. 1 movie I tink it's worth rewatchin!!
I got Veri emotional wif it.. Lyt depicting sth I can relate to..

It's Genting. Yet

2011-10-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

Halo Papa!!
Im back frm Genting wif bby le!!
Sry for da delayed update but i was too too too tired ytd=/ Sry Papa!!

Yuppie!! thx papa for blessin us a safe trip thruout..
keke.. though der's a small hiccup in da earli mornin!!
We missed da coach & gotta catch a cab to chase!
OMG... haha!! my 1st experience & to tink it's such a thrillin one!

Yes.. Fri had a short dinner wif bby luv @ HK cafe before we head to IKEA to see bby's computer chair~
Nice one to shop ard leisurely~~
Ya.. den bby head to Chervon for his weekli affair.. & i went home to finish my last touch for my Genting trip cum a day @ Bby's home =)))))

woke up on Saturday & had my breakfast b4 bby came to pick me up frm his meeting=)
Yeah.. & we went to Chinatown wif bby's famili to had lunch!
We had fish head, eggplant,veggie,vinegar troutter,sweet&sour pork rib..
Last but not least.. Almond paste!!

Went back to bby's home to rest & saw his "new" room wif changed decoration & new gadget addition: 40" LED Smart TV
keke..

Nighttime befalls & it's time for dinner!
So b4 we go haf western food @ ABC market which bby's dad's fren owned, we went to Novena church..
Mass for 1/2 hr & bought a small gift for Corn's bdae..

Yes! cos i was still veri full from da lunch i'd in da noon.. i skipped my dinner & indulged myself wif bits of steak frm bby.. bits of fish & chips frm bby's sis & bits of sausage frm bby's mum!! haha~~
Had an earli nite @ bby's hse cos we stil gotta wake up damn earli da next day..

hmmm.. donno y but i had a hard time slpin wif bby's new room =((((
Yuppie... b4 i noe.. i gotta wake up to prepare myself for da 2some trip wif bby to Genting le!!
wakin up @ 4.30AM is insane!
& thxful bby's dad sent us to da place!!

Reached & collected our tickets..
Bought our breakfast & seein da time is still earli.. we went toilet 1st..
I came out & waited for bby.. & i went to Cheers to buy prune & juices while waitin..
& tootiest ting is wat??
I was observin @ da wrong tour grp!! so toot!!
We onli noe when da ppl r goin up to bus & found out we arent in their list!! ._.

So bby faster rush back to da agency & checked.. To our surprise! da coach we r supposed to get on has left & reachin custom!!
After much callings.. da guy asked us to hail a cab & catch da coach!
hhaa.. wth rite??
& cos da cab went to da wrong gate.. we r not supposed to walk in @ Tuas checkpoint.. so strict?!
lucki ting da mata let us in!!

Ok.. i had so much runnin & chasing for da 1st time wif bby & experience wif coach.. Unforgettable one & totali different frm da last trip~

MARYBROWN!

Catched late nite movie; It'sLove!

NICE & it's DAMNED NICE!!

Please go watch ppl!! =DD

I cant explain da awesomeness in fear i might ruined da whole storyline But i'd defineteli watch it again somehow!!

Yuppie.. Casino is another highlight of da whole trip..

Papa.. donno y.. but i saw dis uncle who looks kinda lyt u..

So toot..

keke.. Papa.. & i tink to myself.. those uncles & aunties will defineteli learn some angmoh frm gambling..

Noe wat??

"Picture","Banker","Player"... "Hapi Bdae to U" wahahhaha!!

Bby betted & no win no lose..

Actuali.. it's oso another form of winnin isnt it Papa??

Yuppie.. turned in @ 3am for da 1st & last nite~

Goodbyes to Genting @ 2.30pm!

& concludes my 2nd2sometrip wif bby luv..

为了你我已修炼千百年

可这千百年都比不过个跟你的一瞬间。。。

It's LOVE; 许诺

2011-10-11T02:29:00.001-07:00

等待缘分需要千百年爱一个人就在一瞬间

对你迷恋是一场冒险我心甘情愿在红尘搁浅

你的叹息拨动我的心弦

为你受苦眼泪都是甜

人世间沧海变桑田

我的心不会变

只要你再出现

为你而活是我的许诺失去你还怕失去什么

只要快乐爱就没有错

岁月的枷锁比我们脆弱

你的黑发拨动我的心弦

想念你瞳孔的深浅

为你受苦眼泪都是甜

爱默默感动天地间

一年又一年

我的心你的心不会变不能变

只要你为了你再出现再出现

请在来生等我

Nice song wif beautiful lyrics..

ItTakesThousandsOfYearsToWaitForFate
ItTakesAGlimpseOfTimeToLove
ToLiveForYouIsMyVow
WhatsMoreScarierThanLosingYou
LoveIsNeverWrongAsLongAsYouAreHappy
TearsForYouAreSweetDespiteAll
YourHeartShouldNeverChange
PleaseWaitForMeInNextLife

It's USS yet.

2011-10-06T05:26:00.001-07:00

Papa!! I'm usin mobile
Blogging oh~~ n update u of da last batch of my USS funday wif loveli ones!!

=}

I'm gg to Genting dis sunday oh!! I'm getting excited n looking forward to it!! May it a blessed one~~
Der w/o worries n onli Bby!! So gd~

Papa.. Haf u ever got tired of doin so much tings yet not appreciated??
Tried doin ur best for it n everything else yet da treatment u got is sarcasm??
Finali u feel lyt givin up doin so much for u tink it's pointless yet u felt bad n guilty..

N it goes in a circle~

Wat u did is erased n forgotten
Wat others do is magnified n remembered

Tired n shagginess r wat I got..
Ppl r selfish for they always wan ALL to understand ur situation instead of Tinkin in others' shoes..

Nope..
I don need u to understand me..
I don need u to stand in my position n tink for me..
I don need aniting!

I onli wan equal treatment
Stand outside of da box n see how u handle da situation..

Nvm.. I tink u ever comprehend.. Nv u will~
Perish da tout beebee!!
Wahahah~~

Let me share wif u an inspiring quote I learnt frm Steve Jobs which I tink rather meaningful to me..

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

I've found da life I wanna lead n I'll stay firm on it!

Papa.. Da onli time I feel lyt myself is when I'm wif Bby~ ^^
Yes.. In another

2 days!!

力量？

2011-10-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

Papa.. Pls descent me some strength frm above wil u??
I'm falling apart soon.. Veri soon..

I need some strength to carry on~

So many tings r coopin me.. It's not easy being me..
I wish I'm juz a kid, where da word problem is not in my dictionary n worries r at bay..

Maybe I'm juz a passerby..
I shld not offer opinions..
Much less my mindset~

~~Shutup&dontokwili?~~

Haf i told u lately?

2011-10-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Silly woodpecker~ =D

Universal Studio Singapore yet AGAIN!!~~

Konichiwa Papa!!

My bad my bad for not updating recentli.. haiz~~ im super tied down wif wrk & stuffs..

Yuppie.. my closin for dis mth has finished!! Thx Papa's blessing for makin it a smooth one..

hee!

Above is another batch of photos we took in USS on Sat oh~~ nice nice!! im so luvin it!!

Not many characters we took wif.. mayb they all went hidin.. keke!!

i tink da funniest one dat i took wld be da birdie~~ haha!!

Cos da birdie has got huge action!! & cos i donno.. i stood near to it..

& noe wat??

Shutter went down & yes! my camera almost fell to ground tgt wif da birdie hand OPEN so big!!

Tootie bird & smurf me=p

I missed gg der.. wif all da funs,joys & hapiness!!

Papa!! noe wat??

Im gg to GENTING dis Sun oh.. wif bby!!!

Please bless us a good one & blessed one!!

Im so lookin forward to it oh~~ Wkend pls come FAST!!!

Short getaway wif bby luv~~awwwww!!

Hopefuli everyting wld be gd & fine~~

Countin down: 4days!! ♥

Fright Luv Nite!

2011-10-02T02:30:00.000-07:00

Halo Papa!!
I spent a loveli short date wif bby on Friday nite~
We redeemed our Manhenttan coupon @ Causeway point..
B4 our movie at 9.45pm... but da queue was super long & waitin time was long too =/
& guessed wat?? we onli had 10mins to eat by da time food arrives~~

We missed da movie by 15mins too~~
wahahha... wat a day..
& bby sent me home after movie cos we stil gotta wake up earli da next day for our USS!!!

But nonetheless..
I enjoyed my time wif my precious bby luv!!
It's lyt never gettin enuf of him~~
hee! =D

USS wif Bby luv!!

2011-10-02T01:55:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Universal Studio Singapore!!

Signature Globe

bbys & Betty!

Loveli us!

Bby da Lion King

Bby @ wrk.. Stay CLEAR!!

Recognise dis scene?? (Da wizard in Smurf did dis too!)

Oyster Oilie, Soya Sauce Oile, Saltie

Vinegarie, Light Soya Saucie

@ Jurrasic Park!!

1st Cable Car ride- The Jewel Box

...

Hihi Papa!!
Saw da pictures?? I went to USS wif Bby luv & corny crew on Saturday!!
It was totali fun & thrillin experience!!

Da tix costed so expensive~ but its totali worth it!
thx bby for bringin me der!!

So earli in da mornin we prepared ourselves for the fun lovin day wif whole loads of joy & excitements~
But da weather didnt compromise =/
it rained heavily!! dampened our mood..
But lucki ting is da rain subsides not long after we reached Harbour Front

Den we had our Big Breakfast @ Mac to fill our stomach~
Nice breakfast wif loveli ones~~

After dat jiu proceed to take bus to RWS~
& da tootiest ting is bby got no EZ link card! smurf sia him=D
pampered boy onli!

Long time since his last ride wif public transport!! smurf bby =p
& Jane, da official tour guide planned our itinery for whole day!
went to her office to put our bags & off to USS for FUN, JOY & HAPPINESS!!

WOOOHHOOOO!!!

Yes! our veri 1st stop wld be posing wif da signature globe!
& da sun is burnin us from head to toe!!
Fun ting was we wanna wait for the word.. UNIVERSAL to come turn to da camera!

Den we walked ard to take pics wif da cartoon characters~~
We met.. Kungfu panda,Frankie,Charlie Chopin,Woodpecker,Betty... etc~

Watched da 1st show by rockefella dancin which was fantastic.. & guess wat?\? we watched it 3 times!
We oso went to drama effect centre to see how da movie effect r being made..
& da tootiest ting was da water splashed rite onto me!! makin my whole head wet -_-...
Best show i lyt abt USS will be da 4D movie~
da extra 1D was feeling!
Xinxin has warned me of da sneezin part but i was totali caught unprepared!
& da spiders!! wahahha~~
RockMonster show was ok.. cos i was able to enjoy air con after gettin burn outside for so long..
& it feels totali lyt im watchin concert!
Last show we had was Water World.. donno y.. but im not enjoyin much.. perhaps da Cylon Roller Coaster we had b4 it was makin my head spin round & round~~

Yeah.. after so much show i've said..
Here comes da rides!!

We had Baby roller coaster for da start which makes my heart goes thumpin hard already =/
& bby was tellin me dat da uncle infront of us was lookin back @ me on y am i screamin so loud? -.-"
nah~~ i cant explain da fear.. i gotta scream out to feel better! & i don feel gd w/o havin a go in it..
Im such a complicated gal~!
yuppie.. after dat we had a go in The Mummy ride!! & guess wat?
We went 2 times!! woah! i screamed lyt a mad gal da 1st time rd.. so i curbed myself da 2nd time!
Nope.. fear overcame my braveness.. i cant stand but to let out! haha
Den we had da scariest roller coaster.. by da name of Cylon!
Yes.. my legs went jelly & my head went:

You spin my head right round, right round

When you go down, when you go down down

Yes.. den we oso had a go in Jurassic fly.. barefooted & gg down was duper scary.. cos we had our back infront!
We had our last ride in Human after da Water Show..
And we called it a day le

Had our dinner @ Din Tai Feng & off we went to check out da availablity of hotels for year end..
Den we collected our bags & noe wat??
We had our 1st cable car ride for da 1st time oh!!

It was reali a fun & enjoyable day wif bby luv & corny crew..
I wish fun day don end..

Papa ahh..
Do u share my joy??

Ben & Jadey Ltd

2011-09-28T04:44:00.000-07:00

Halo papa!! How r u??

Dis wk is comin to an end lyt 2 days' time!! Wheeee~~
It's a tirin wk... I'm so exhausted today oh..
Donno y =/

But!! Da tout of meeting bestie tml n Bby luv on my wkends make it worth da while!!

Omg?! Juz as I tout August was already an awesome mth wif so many tings happenin..
Dis comin October is gonna be more mind blowing n worth waiting!!

Let me share wif Papa my excitement?

Bby n I r gg to my long awaited USS wif corny crew on dis comin sat to fulfill my thirst for fun ;)

Den, we r gg on our 2nd 2some trip da 2nd time to Genting on da 2nd wk of October ^^

Most imptly, highlights of da mth is my 1yr anniversary wif Bby luv on 20th October!!

Keke!!
It's so gonna be a fun packed month isn't it papa??
I'm looking n waiting for da arrival of October!!

Wats ur name?

2011-09-26T03:24:00.000-07:00

Papa! I'm back wif mama frm HDB hub oh..

Went der to collect da amended title deed..
Keke.. Papa, on da way back.. I find it abit hilarious n humiliating..
When we r gone.. Wats left of us is onli name..
U left name of urs in so many significant tings~~
Yet, it gotta be removed..
But!
Most imptly, ur name has already imprinted in my heart n nv it's gonna be removed or be erased..

Images might fade, name wil never diminish~
I miss u Papa..

signing off wif loads of misses,

Hot Tomato Datin =)

2011-09-24T23:47:00.000-07:00

smurF bby =p

halo Papa!!
it's Saturday dating wif bby luv again le!!!!! =)

Bby came to pick me up in da noon & off to Boon Lay market to buy bby's lunch!
Den we went back home & rested our weary bodies.. ehhhh.. i mean myself?? haha!!
Supposed to watch Johnny English Reborn wif bby de.. but donno y lie on his bed jiu KO le~~ so lousy~~ BWG myself..

Hmmm.. i noe nuts abt da movie.. but i tink it's a funny movie wif bby's on & off laughters?? keke
yeah~ & i finali woke up after a nice noon nap =)
so long since i last nap on a Saturday noon lyt dat~~ luvin it seriousli esp when bby is ard wif me =)

After dat jiu prepare ourselves to go down Golden Mile book our coach for Genting Trip ^^
Off to da travel agency & lucki ting is we r able to go on da days we want BUT at extra cost =/
We r gonna take 1st class solitaire for our veri 1st coach ride tgt!! hee~~

2nd time rd wif bby to Genting but 1st time takin coach tgt~
Im so lookin forward to it!
It's gonna be different dis time rd!

Yes.. after dat we jiu off to PS to haf dinner & movie!!
Brought bby luv to Hot Tomato & glad dat bby is luvin it!!
cos im luvin it too =D

& FULL was da rite word to describe our stomach.. =s

Chan & his wife came to join us dinner too & we ordered Tiramisu cake for dessert
Yeah... & Chan was der analysing how bby & i can eat.. wahahha!
seriousli i tink im too troublesome to bby when it comes to food =((((

Movie time!!
We r watching " I donno how she does it"
Sweetie bby noeing i wanna watch dis movie gave up watchin wif Chan's "Fright Night"
Bby commented dat da movie wasnt veri nice..
Perhaps it toks all abt women.. I mean wrkin mum..
Abit hard for men to comprehend.. So it gets a little too boring.. hahahha!!

Im luvin all da times wif bby luv ard~~

Venusian gal

2011-09-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

Halo papa! It's thurs Liao oh!!
Kinda fast another week is gonna end soon~~

Dis fri not gg dating wif Bby.. =/
Cos he's gg to drink wif his customer again..

Anyway, Bby lightened up my tiring day wif his caring loving smurfey msg!
Instantaneously I felt so motivated n power boost up!
So funny but it's true~ smurf papa??

Papa.. some late photo updates on bby's bdae:

Im luvin da below 2 pics!

Lyt hapi family ^^

Charlene baby feels lyt tofu~~

I heart her!

Arghhhh~~
Seriously I'm hatin da fact I'm frm Venus..
So toot!! Y can't I be frm Mars??

halo papa!! 你好吗？

2011-09-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

halo papa!! 你好吗？
I miss u alot alot alot~~
U too??

5 mths plus since u left??
R u feelin better??
Life w/o me to irritate u~
Life w/o me to bicker wif u~

Papa.. How does it feels leavin ur beeloved ones??
U don feel ani pain when u chose to leave??
U don feel ani sense of unwilling??
Or maybe u had enuf n tink it's time to let go n leave us??

Papa, I'm gg genting again wif ben dis oct~
Difference dis time is we r gg 2some instead..
Actuali I don feel lyt gg.. Cos it reminds me of dat awful feelings den..
it triggers all da bad memories~ all da downs..
Haiz~ it's ok papa.. Who cares anyway rite??

Donno y.. ~~But it feels lyt Bby is trying to make up da trip he's gg in nov~~..
Appreciated it but...

Fact is, not gg anywhere is fine wif me as long as I noe he cares abt me..
Papa.. Stms I loathe myself for bein so overbearing wantin him to feel how I felt.. Wantin him to spend all da time wif me..
Was it wrong?? Or maybe I shld juz let him be wat he wanna be?

Maybe I shld let go since my disapproval won make him change his decision...
Nothing i say or do wil make ani difference

你迷人的眼神俘虏了我的心
我想没有什么东西比这更致命
我努力想结束这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我为何和我在一起
是不是因为寂寞和空虚
如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一
如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

11th mth anniversary!! Bby luv

2011-09-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

"你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情也真我的爱也真
月亮代表我的心
你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情不移我的爱不变
月亮代表我的心
轻轻的一个吻
已经打动我的心
深深的一段情
教我思念到如今
你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
你去想一想你去看一看
月亮代表我的心"

Bby sang dis song to me while moonlighting on 中秋夜。
Bby fall sick on such a bad timing~~ hope he's gonna get well soon!!

Magical luv.. Wif attractive chemistry..
I hope we can be strong n gg sturdy everyday..
I looked back to how far we've come to..
Ups n downs..
If der aren't downs, wil we stil be able to see ups??

Many tings I hope I cld go back in time n changed my action den..
Many tings I hope it didn't happened dat time..
Den I realized.. Many tings r beyond my control..

NOTHING IS GONNA CHANGE OUR LOVE!

Hapi Bdae Xinxin!

2011-09-18T00:12:00.000-07:00

It's bestie's bdae celebration oh~
& different dis yr is bby is da added new member to our yearly affair!

Prepared myself earli in da mornin & cabbed my way to bby's home..
& for da 1st time, i fetch bby's mum & sis to tuition center.. keke!
keke.. & guess wat?? bby's mum gave bby his baby pic when he's inside her womb!
haha~~ my silly smurfey bby!
Yes.. back home & rested our weary bodies..
Tootie bby went on drinkin last nite til dis mornin 4plus den comes home =/
Cos his supplier is gettin married on Sun.. so it's Bacholer Men's nite!! haha~~

Den we prepared ourselves to head Bugis to meet bdae gal.. keke
& we r earliest to reach..
Had steamboat buffet @ Xian De Lai..
Thruout dinner, saw bby was always busy on his phone.. =/ (hopefuli not busy wif other gals?)
Nonetheless i'd loads of joy frm our 4some date =)
Onli down ting was we donno where to head after dinner & dessert..

So we went to Bugis Junction to shop... b4 dat, we went to acc bby tear coupon for another hr..
& guess wat? we saw Maurice.. keke!

Walkin abt & ard.. we had an earli nite cos Xinxin & willy are gg to Batam for 1 day trip tml~
So nice!!
& they r gg to HK in Oct~
Bby is oso gg to Bali in Nov..

Yuppie.. Home sweet home wif bby luv sendin me back!
& i purposeli stood in da prominent place to let bby see me! hee~~

Noe wat Papa??
It's my 11th mth wif ben ben dis coming 20th le oh!
He's a dream come true man im searchin for~

I hope im oso da dream gal he's waitin for too =p

♥ i love bby twice as much dan ytd......♥ EVERYDAY

Contagion Luv

2011-09-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

Halo Papa..
Im here to update u again~~
So sry to neglect u dis few days wif not timely update oh.. Cos im busy doin a project..

Spent lyt 2wks to complete.. Hope its gonna be a blast!
I received gd comments abt it ^^

Yes! i went on datin wif bby on Wednesday to PS & watched movie!
& silly bby was tellin me dat it's been a long time he bought a movie tix so cheap! haha
Imagine 2 tix for $8?!

Loveli bby came waitin for me lyt 4 plus!! wah~~ im so touched.. it's been time since i last had earli date wif bby so earli le!!

So we went to Manhatten Fish Market to haf our summer love dinner =)

Summer Luv Dinner <3

& bby was sayin i look veri sporty wif my tied up hair & dressin =/

Went to search for my phone casin after our dinner & bby bought me a red metallic casing w/o da flip~
Though not veri used to it.. but im juz so luvin it!
I gotta get out of my usual norm & comfort zone.. Accept changes & adapt to it..

Yes.. after dat wld be our movie time! Contagion.. It toks abt dis new virus attackin da world..
Storyline kinda similar to SARS.. juz dat dis is MEV1..
Bby was so disturbed thruout da movie..
& i onli noe after dat.. was cos da man bside bby was too huge & made bby so uncomfortable..

keke~~ silly bby!

Went back home after movie & concludes my short well spent nite datin wif loveli bby!!

但願人長久

2011-09-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hapi mid autumn festival PAPA!!!

Sry Papa.. im late in greetin u =(

my bad!!

I bought mooncakes frm Holiday Inn dis yr.. cos da packagin is so unique & ladylyt =)

Dis yr Papa nv go Big China buy redbean paste mooncake for me eat =/

haiz~~

& silly bby sprang me & mama a surprise wif his durian mooncake.

Thx bby luv for da sweet action!

Guess wat papa??
I rekindled my childhood memories wif bby dis yr oh!!
So nice of him to smurf wif me..

I went back home to prepare for lanterns,candles,mooncake & myself!
So bby came to pick me up rite after wrk!
Den we went back to bby's hse to haf dinner & bby to prepare himself!

@ der, we had a round of mooncake tasting =p
Had lovely bby's 4 seasons durian mooncake & assorted..
& oso his cousin's durian mooncake..

keke..'
it's a loveli warm feelin wif bby & famili =)
Den we went off to Labrador Park to play lantern for da 1st time!

Sweetie bby set up da lanterns for me ^^
We're lyt 2 upgrown kids.. ermmm... i tink im more lyt =p
& da wasted ting is my phone's camera ._.
so toot!!
Der's dis uncle who offered to take pics for us..
But my tootie camera is so CMI!!
SPOILED my whole pics =((

I had a loveli sweet smurf Mid Autumn Festival..
How abt u Papa??

Love me

2011-09-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me

He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead

I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray

I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years

But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

It's da smurfey song I luved~~
Lyrics r great! & when Bby sang dis to me.. My expression muz be damned awkward =/
Tsk!!
I'm so smurfly touched by da song~
I seriously donno wats getting into me..

It's a SMURFEY day~~

2011-09-11T01:05:00.001-07:00

Halo papa!! How r u??
I'd a smurfey day today wif Bby luv!!
Keke!!

La la la la la.. Sing a hapi song~ =p
"it's an annoying song, aren't it?"

Yuppie! Had a movie date wif Bby today to watch The Smurfs @ GV Jurong Point tgt wif chan's family~
But tootiest ting dat happened today was Bby had to go back wrk earli in da morning!
So we met in da earli noon ard 2 plus after Bby is done wif his wrk~~

Haiz.. not a gd day for Bby cos he told me dat his wrk place got dis
2 villains trying to make life difficult for him..
So smurf la!!

Movie was great!! I enjoyed it much cos Clumsy smurf looks exactly lyt Bby!! WahahhA~~
I don reali noe da storyline b4 it, but I understooded after it!!
Once in a blue moon..
When u care, it's frm ur heart..

Poor Bby was sufferin frm stomachache rite after movie.. Donno y it is so smurf!! ._.
Den we went to Tradehub to haf cup of tea b4 our singing session..
Off we went to The Chervons haf smurfey singing..
Home sweet home @ 3am..

TGIF wif Bby

2011-09-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

Halo papa!! It's Friday here again!!

I'm always lookin forward to Friday!!
Cos it's da day I get to see Bby at long last!

Nope.. I'm not sharin Bby today wif ani1.. Hapi me! =D
And we planned to go IMM to buy mooncake for mama (so sweet of bby to tink of buyin mama durian mooncake ^^) & to popular for bby's biz card holder..

Sigh~ bad ting is Bby is wrkin late today again =[
How long ago was it I last met Bby in da earli evening?
Nonetheless.. I still enjoyed da short nite wif Bby luv..

Homed to bby's hse & waited for him to get changed..
Keke!! & guess wat??
Bby's mum was telling me dat bby's daddy lyt da mooncake I bought! ^^
Great ting to hear it~ & she said bby's daddy wanted to eat it full if possible! Haha!!
Yuppie.. Went to downstairs to buy our hope.. S$5m!! If we strike, we'll be rich!!
& now my heart is so singin "I wanna be a millionaire.. Oh so freaking bad!"

Bby had his late dinner of fish & chips..
Den off we went to IMM wif my tortoise speed drivin..
Didn't managed to get mooncake.. Guessed Bby has oso forgotten abt it..
But lucki ting is we managed to get wat Bby wanted.. Da biz card holder..

Back home after roundin abt & Bby oso had a long day too~

AUTUMN LOVE

2011-09-07T18:25:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo!! It's ladies nite today!!

N I went out wif my bestie rite after wrk today!!

Woohoo!! Hapi hapi!! ^^

Though wrk is alittle too taxin today cos yen Nee is on mc..

I'm motivated n spurred on by my bby's phone calls!!

Receiving his call half an hr after lunch is luved!!

N walkin back to office wif smiley face~ =D
Jefferson was asking y I looked so hapi? N yeah.. Bby's call was answer to his qns!! ;)

2nd call frm Bby to noe he's juz gonna haf his lunch~~
Tsk tsk!! So late den lunch.. But lucki ting is he's got companion! So he won be lonely..

Haha!! 5pm was my aim for today!!
Cos I'm so gonna go shopping wif xinxin!!

Yeah.. Let me side track abit..
I participated in dis London weight management contest few days ago.. N guess wat??
I won a prize!! But when I told da consultant of my wt n ht..
I tink she's totali pissed off.. "I tink u r underweight?"

Kk.. Getting back on track..
Went to paradise dynasty to dine.. I've been wantin to go back eat again.. But blame it on my superb sense of direction..
I can't rmb how to get der!!
Had my fill n taste buds satisfied~
We proceed wif our shopping spree!

1st stop: Isetan!
I tink Bby noes wats in my mind~ cos when I told him I bought a bag, he said he wanted to buy for me too!
But, I'm 1 step earlier~ keke!!
Silly de Bby!! Stil offered to pay for da bag instead.. But I don wan..
I felt so super pampered wif bby's luvin tout!! Omg~!

2nd stop: Kinokuniya
Xinxin Went der to check out ani nice books.. N I went der to check out magazines~ wahahah!

3rd stop: H&M (legendary talk of da town)
Yes! Queue was real, 3 levels of shopping mall was real.. But suitability of da clothes...
I'm givin my 3cents worth opinion..
Da style of H&M is lyt cotton on wannabe in da packaging of Forever 21..
Too many similarities.. N I tink da fever is gonna subsides sooner or later.. We r juz so into new tings n get over wif it once da fad is over..
Dis is so toot~
Keke!! But to each his own.. Perhaps, some r reali luvin it! I might be 1 surprisingly someday! =p

N last stop b4 home.. Blue mountain cafe~
Had a rest n chat wif bestie to end our niteout~!
Home sweet home n chatted wif Bby lyt juz now?!
Keke~~ n we r planning to go on another trip lyt soon?! ^^
Ahhhhhhh ~ I'm seriously a blessed gal wif such a sweet Bby luv..
I'm so gonna haf a sweet sugary dream tonite!!
I'm gg to bed!! Gdnite world!!
Gdnite papa!! =}
♥

Men r from Mars, Women r frm Venus

2011-09-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

Presentin da 1 &onli production of my beeloved bby..

Halo bloggie!! im so surprised wif ur new interface..
It's a gd change! Real NICE!! ^^ im luvin it~~

Yeah~~ uploadin photos made easier too! *Thumbs Up*

Above photos r snap pics of bby's video..
It's oso how he looked when he's 18!! wahhaha!!

& yuppie.. i'm startin to read dis book by da title of "Men r frm Mars,Women r frm Venus"..
Nice book.. wif in depth content suitable for all!!
I've learnt much & comprehend da differences..

Men wil nv be women..
They'll nv tink da way we women do..
Our focus pt r different, our needs & wants r not da same..

Da book wil be my answer to all my qns..
i'm so amazed by each & every sentence.. Best ting is i go readin lyt.. "Yeah!! dat's rite!!"
"OMG.. it's so true!!""
wahahah!!~~

I'll be a better woMAN after it i hope??

Earli nite for me today!
cos i'm so gonna meet bestie tml!!
IT's lyt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSOOOOOOOO long since i met her!!

~~PS:i tink my lifestory wld be a blast too =p!!! wahhaha..~~
I feel lyt gg USS =/

Bee-spectacled Me

2011-09-04T07:40:00.001-07:00

Papa.. U see?? I'm wearin specs now lè.. So ugly now Liao hor? =[ sadded..

My eye sight is getting bad each day.. Dat day at bby's hse watch tv can't even see da subtitle clearly lè..
So jìå lat~

Tsk!!

Freedom • 自由

2011-09-03T22:58:00.001-07:00

Halo papa!! Noe wat??
I drove mama to serangoon today after Bby ended his meeting at Alexandra today~

Keke!! So hapi dat I'm able to drive mama.. So lucki dat Bby lent me his car~~

Rd to Serangoon aren't a smooth one.. I made alot of blunders..
Thxful to Bby n those drivers I met on Rd today~~

Haha!! Imagine drivin @ 60km in expresswAy??
Thxful I didn't get horn by them..

But I'd some phobia.. I realized it today onli oh.. When I got near to bigger vehicles.. I tend to slow down so I won get near them..
Is dis normal??
I always had dis feeling I'd crash into them if I go nearer =[

Reached aunt's hse n wanted to acc mum go up de.. Jiu saw 4th aunt.. N she jiu insist to brin da tings to her hse 1st..

Poor Bby.. Didnt get da time to haf his lunch..

Went straight to JP to settle his fibrenet tingy~~
N silly Bby gotta wait til Dec den can change phone.. All happiness comes to a naught!!

Head back bby's home 1st to get da long awaited DVD dat Bby starred in it~ Freedom.自由。
& off to Raffles City haf our dinner.. Bet Bby is famished til legs r shaky le..
Went to Sho Teppan DIY Teppanyaki to cook our own Japanese cuisine =)

Hapi date wif my LOVELI BBY!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Short walks after dinner b4 we head back to home..
Onli time i get to own bby totali w/o havin to share him wif others!

Darlin bby who's always busy on phone =/

SILLY BBY!

Donno fated or wat?
Da DVD aren't playin well in bby's car.. So I get to brin home watch!! Yeah!!

Overview of da production:

Da storyline is abt dis boy whom Bby is starring by da name of Junyang..
An innocent young teenager boy who lost both his parents in a car accident was left in da care of his onli relative, his grandmother..
He got into da bad company of dis 2 frenz who led him astray..
Smokin, triads n drugs..

Bcos of drugs, he stole $100 frm his grandmum n pushed her fell down leadin to her death..

N.. Bcos of his grandmum.. He sever ties wif drugs n lead a normal healthy life again..

Dis storylines r millions in a thousands~ Rebellion during growin up phase.. Meeting da wrong group of frenz who lead u to walk da wrong path of life..
N da turnin pt is when u lose sum1 who r truly der for u despite da downs..
Sum1 who wil nv leave u no matter wat..

Yes.. Frm dat, u saw da cruelty of reality.. Frenz who u once tout r nice n der for u actuali leave u for gd..

When you're gone, Mayb it's time to come home...

After tout of da production:

Bby did a great job in portrayin da character Junyang..

keke!! Bravo & kudos to him ^^

1 of da most hilarious scene i lyt is da hospital scene.. "No IC, student pass can mah?"

So wth la~~

& i tink da home scene is exactli lyt how he's at home.. & i juz cant help LOL~~

Short movie film wif da greeat effort put in~

Best Thing I NEVER had

2011-09-03T09:14:00.001-07:00

Papa.. My hair made a pool of water on floor again wor~~
I rmb how u always say me.. Floor wet wet..
Den ask me go blow dry my hair b4 I slp..

How long since I last heard it??

Donno.. Ever since papa bcome so tormented by ur wound n got so weak day by day..
U r oso losin da strength to tok more..

I seriously miss papa tokin to me.. ='(

Bby came to pick me out rite after he knocks off frm wrk..
Haiz~~ his wrk is day in day out!!
Earli morning lyt 3am jiu received calls!! I donno y I'm so agitated but I reali cant bear Bby so tired..

But hearin Bby says dat his wrk is less stressful while on da way back his home jiu Hao~

Actuali wanted to go JP check out da Singtel shop on fibrenet tingy..
But reaching bby's hse already 8 plus 9.. So we bought Do n Me back home to eat~

Ate n watched tv til 10 jiu head over to Chervons for weekly affair..

N for da 1st time.. I saw Bby so pissed off..
Played halfway thru.. He shouted "pang kang" n reali kept his bowl ball away~~

I've nv seen him lyt dis..

Guess he's too tired after wrk wif such a long day~ n seein himself off form ba..

Game continued into da day of 2am wif Bby usin da public bowl ball..
N I drove myself home wif Bby bside me..

Papa!! Bby says dat I've improved lè oh.. my drivin skills onli ._."' he says my Parkin still got alot of rooms for IMPROVEMENT man~~

Wake me up when Sept ends~

2011-09-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

I'd a tirin day wrkin today oh Papa~~ ._.
Super rushin for my closings..
But i managed to finished everyting b4 6!!! whee~~!!
Praise me!!! ^.'

I was actuali expectin myself to slog all da way til 8pm.. But luckili im able to run off by 6.. keke!!

Aniway.. My wrk is stil ok comparable to Bby's
He told me he was so busy all mornin~ til he gotta go back office & cook maggie mee for lunch =(
& now.. he's rushin off to meet his engineer to discuss abt a design..

Haiz~~
Poor bby..

说好的幸福呢？

2011-08-31T07:37:00.001-07:00

Dear Papa, Ni Hao mah??
I'm not feelin Veri gd =/
Not bcos of mama~ no worries!!
Mama is openin up herself more.. She needs abit more time to get over n move on..

But, rest assure I'll always be by mum's side to look after her for u!! Papa!!

Hmmm... Haiz...
Papa.. U noe wat??
I'm sad dat my communication time wif bby has went down~

Many tings I wanted to tell n share.. But for many times, I was interrupted by his wrk tingy calls..
Nope, da phone calls aren't wat he hoped for too.. I noe..
But, after bein interrupted for so many times..
I tend to tok less to Bby..
Cos I nv noe when wil I get interrupted again juz as I wanna tok on~

Da feelin aren't gd..
It's lyt trying to do sth wif so much enthusiasm but all u get is endless interruptions..
I gave up tokin.. Cos i noe all da tings I'm gonna tok n say is so meaningless.. N I felt so childish tokin it out.. =/

Be a grown up wil I??!!

Thxfuli I stil haf papa as my listener..
Luckili dis bloggie is not known to any1 except 1 or 2?

So I was oso figurin wat I'm busy wif b4 slp after hangin up..
I realized much of da times, my mood affects my slpin time..

Papa.. Cld u take away all my sadness??
Juz as Ferrine wld say.. I eat full full nth to do =/

Maybe I shld take my attention off Bby..
Let him haf time n concentration for his wrk..

Haiz~~ aniway.. Bby's gonna leave me for his Bali trip wif his colleagues in Nov..
I shld start findin tings to occupy myself too!
Wonder if i shld go BKK wif Ferrine mah =/

Never Again

2011-08-30T01:58:00.001-07:00

Papa, u rmb u used to buy a bing dat I used to say not nice but in de end I'm totali fallin for it n ask u to buy more again??
I nv noe how it looks lyt as a whole..
Cos I took it for granted dat u'll always be ard to buy it for me to eat~

Yes.. Went to market today n I ask mama to buy dat 1..
Went to da shop.. I cldnt name da bing at all! I don even noe how it looks lyt~~

All I cld describe is da taste n da tootiest ting is.. Da uncle say they nv make such biscuit b4!!

Saw dis super duper huge vegetarian mooncake.. I was wondering if it's wat I'm looking for..
But on a second tout, I dismissed it cos I don rmb it havin so much sesame on it!!

Anyway.. Bought 1.. N yes papa!! I got it!!
Da 1 me n u lyt it!!

Haha~~ so toot hor papa??
I reali regretted so much dat I seriously took u for granted so much in da past..
I always tout simple tings lyt dis wil last.. But I nv noe it's oso da same simple ting dat I'm gonna lose so fast..

If u were juz away.. For a short period of time.. Maybe I won feel much agony..
But it's a fact dat I've lost u for gd..
Tell me?? Where can I find u again??

I've to keep on reminding myself!
Treasure da ppl ard u.. Cherish all da tings u've.. Nv take it for granted dat all tings last~

家好月圆

2011-08-29T23:29:00.000-07:00

Family bondin time!!

Halo bloggie!! So long nv write to u lè hor??
Keke~~ today is my off in lieu for PE! Lyt so nice oh!!

& lucki ting is Bby has off too!! Whheeee~~!!
Bby came to pick me up wif chan's family n cutie pie~ Charlene!

off we went to view bby's wannabuy brake kit.. Reached der @ 11 plus n da seller told us he had sold..
Wasted trip der cos Bby can't get wat he wans~~

So Bby sent us to ICA for chan to make his passport tingy.. Den after takin da queue, went to coffeeshop to haf their lunch..

N naughty Charlene was so restless da whole day.. Walkin ard n made us run wif her! Keke!!

Den we went back to collect da passport jiu parted our way~
Went back to bby's hse n tgt wif bby's mum n sis to Msia in da evening..

N bby's mum is gonna wrk starting Next wk I guess??
Yuppie.. Went to polish n wax bby's beeloved white civic..
N went to KSL plaza to shop ard~

Wanted to buy a small handbag.. Cos Bby was saying my bag is too dangerous.. But didn't managed to get 1.. =/

After getting da car.. We went to a restaurant to haf dinner~~
Sumptuous dinner yet again!!

Whole loads of luv n warmth found in a big family..
=)
call it a day after dinner n back to sin again!

Bided gdbyes to bby's mum n sis.. Joined chan for late nite movie~ Final Destination 5!!

Movie plot is da same.. U can't cheat death god..
Wats meant to be, wil be!

Hmmm.. But dis time Rd aren't dat fantastic as compared to previous series..
It's too rushin n pressed for time..

Bby was so restless da whole movie time.. Bet it muz be bcos of wrk ba..
Sigh~~ phonecalls non stop since I met him in da morning..

Til middle of da nite, we rushed down to colleyer quay to check da site out rite after movie!
Poor Bby~~
N da most heart warming msg I received was sitting in bby's car waitin for him.. Juz when I was feelin cold.. Bby sent a msg to tel me off aircon n wind down da windows if I'm cold~~

Wat else I can ask for..

Bby's mum says bby looks lyt Smurf =p

鲜得来 dinner!

2011-08-28T09:14:00.001-07:00

Papa~~ how r u??
Brought mama to NEX shopping centre to haf a walk in da new shopping mall n to taste da bak kut teh today..

But reaching der.. I donno where da exact location of da stall n da shopping mall is lyt so huge..
Been der wif Bby once~ all I cld rmb is Ding Tai Fèñg dat we dined in..

So gave up da searching cos I tink mama oso tired frm all da walkings lè..

Made our way to 鲜得来。
Settled our dinner buffet der~~
My stomach is lyt so so full!!
I'm gonna skip my breakfast tml too!! Hmph!!

Yes~ had an enjoyable dinner wif my beloved family!!
A pity papa not wif us =/

Papa.. U noe mah??
I'm Veri hapi~ bcos I've finali gotten mama's understanding lè!
Do u share da joy of mine??

It wasn't easy for me..
I had lost alot in da process..
I had oso gain much too..
I had regrets n I had happiness too..

Once I tout havin da best of 2 worlds aren't possible..
But now I can say.. It's possible!!
As long as u nv gif up..
U hold on to ur beliefs..
No doubt u wil lose sth.. Concurrently, u wil oso gain sth else in da pursue of ur happiness!

I learnt da hardest way..
I lost U..
Da greatest Papa I'll nv get to see n hear again~ =[
Den again.. I found strength in u amidst all difficulties..

Hapi Bdae BBY luv!

2011-08-27T11:27:00.000-07:00

Papa!
it's bby's bdae today oh!!

keke~~ Hapi Bdae to my loveliest bby!!
May ALL his wishes come true!! =)

Yeah~~ went to cast my decisive vote for Presidential Election in da mornin..
Papa.. u ever voted?? it's my 1st time after livin for lyt 22yrs??
Dat time GE suppose to haf one.. But walkover by LKY.. whahahah..

So followed Mama & Kor down to da pavilion to vote..
hmmm... not much feelin though~ cos gotta feelin it's gonna be as predicted.

Den jiu went back home & prepared myself for bby's bdae celebration @ nite!!
So bby came to fetch me up to RC & collected his pen.. & dropped 2 cheques..
Off we strolled back to Tradehub 21 to meet up wif bby's frenz~~

Back to da place bby 1st brought me der after i passed my TP!!
So luvin it ..Tink my plannin is so lousy.. Supposed to be 6.. i go tell them 6.30.. & as da host & earli bird.. we went in to Sakae Sushi had a seat first..

Took pics of da pen & of bby luv to memorate my 1st bdae wif bby!
& waited for lyt 1/2 hr b4 their arrivals~~
Hmmm... da food is ok.. but da waitin time is lyt... BWG..

Can see most of da frenz r pissed off wif da poor service of da restaurant.. =(
Aniway.. da service does not dampen our mood for joyous occassion!! ^^
Esp wif da cutie pie-Charlene!!

Luv her to bits.. she reminds me of my baby niece..
Papa.. u miss Huien too??

Yuppie.. After dat jiu head to Chervons for our singin session le
Yippie!!
& da hilarious ting of da nite was both Corn & Chan gotta share a pair of trousers cos Chervons don allow short pant in!

Haha!! Laugh die me le..
& Funniest of all is.. da Chan told us da waiter told him.. "either he wear long pant or short pant.. Don gif him not long not short one!"
wahahah...

"Surprised" bby wif special appearance of me carryin da cake!
Hmmm.. actuali i've already killed all da surprises meant for bby dis time rd le..
But i swear it'll get better next time rd..

Thxful to Corn to help out in dis well planned celebration..
I guess everyting might be as surprisin if bby didnt noe it.. & if onli i cld keep them well!!

Nonetheless, I stil hope dat bby wil feel alittle bit surprised & enjoyed our 1st bdae celebration tgt!♥♥♥

我想你。。

2011-08-26T04:34:00.001-07:00

Noe wat Papa?? I woke up dis morning feelin so hapi n gay dat I wished all dis were true n I nv gotta wake up ever again~~

I dreamt of papa tgt wif mama n we went to eat tgt..
U looked da same!! We were so hapi in der..
Juz a simple dinner..
But I was able to feel da joy n happiness within~

I miss u.. ALOT.. more Dan ani words can describe..

Nitemare was haunting me da past few days..
But papa fought them away~ keke!!

Yuppie papa.. I went to JB wif Bby n family for dinner treat by Bby..
So I trained to Redhill MRT to transfer to Bukit Merah Central cos Bby can't fetch me off frm wrk..

Initiali was head back to bby's hse for dinner at home instead.. Cos mei mei fell sick =[
But In de end we stil went JB.. But w/o bby's mum n sis..

Dinner was gd.. 11 of us havin 9 dishes costin RM639..
Hmmm.. Actuali.. I didn't enjoyed much of it..
Seein Bby so caught up wif wrk makes me feel so ...

I didn't get a gd chat wif him since I saw him not even when I reached home..
How can wrk be so taxin til I witnessed it..
Endless n countless calls ~

I felt abit redundant n I tink it wld be better if Bby didn't brin me by his side..

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

It's a FACT;
1 cant get da best of 2 worlds~

My love~my fate

2011-08-23T07:36:00.001-07:00

Papa.. Another 4 days wil be Ben's Bdae lè oh~ he's turnin 23 yrs old dis yr..
Coincidentli, it's oso President Election on dat day itself..

Lucki Bby to haf such a luck commemorate his impt day of da yr!!

We wil b gg JB for sumptuous seafood dinner wif Bby n family!!
I'm lookin forward to it oh~~ ^^

Yuppie.. N we r gonna celebrate wif Bby n frenz on sat to Tradehub for dinner n The Chervons for singing session!!

1st time celebrating Bdae wif da most impt man in my life other Dan papa n kor..
Words can't describe how I feel..

I'm stil Veri amazed by Fate..
How it can draw Bby n me so close??

Papa.. Donno y.. Bby is de only man I feel so at ease n secured wif him ard~
It feels lyt I can take aniting as long as he's wif me~
it feels lyt life is completed wif him in my life!

No doubt we went thru our downs~~
We had our fair share of ups too!!

I always count my blessings as n when..

I recalled how we 1st exchange SMS..
Tokin all da little tings in life..
I stil kept da msges!! Haha!!

I recalled da 1st time a guy came to my hse downstairs to pick me out for movie date..
N I got noe to Chan n Ryan da same nite..
Had our sotong noodles n Bby givin me all da sotongs n I gave him a portion of my noodles..

I recalled da 1st dating to movie wif Bby n frenz..
1st time I go out wif big grp of frenz..
Not used to it but wif Bby ard..
Everything can get used de!!

I can't rmb our unhapi tings..
But it's oso thru all da downs, we learn n appreciate each other better!!

Papa.. Is dis call true love??

I luv da way we r when all we were Tinkin was so simple~
I luv da way we r when all we wish was da time to stop when tgt~

Luv = Time..
Time wil prove everything!

If our traveling line did not cross each others'
Wil we stil be da way we r today??
Even if we appeared n entered into each others' life..
Wil we last til de end of life dis way??

I see my fated LOVE in U~~

Fishin Joy

2011-08-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

Papa!! u see mah??

We went to Marina had our foot spa @ Kenko..
& Mama is enjoyin LUVIN it oh!! =)

Went out in da earli noon to Beo Cresent had curry rice,,'
So long nv been der le oh.. Last time Papa u used to luv bringin us der to eat..
Ppl,place nv chenge..
Taste of da food is stil so delicious & da queue is forever long~

I missed da times wif papa ard & eatin wif us..
How long was it den frm now?? =/
I donno.. Onli ting i noe is i'll nv get a chance animore..

Yes..Den we went to NTUC lyt we always do & do our grocery shoppin..
Haiz.. Papa.. u rmb mah??
U lyt to throw all da junkies into da trolley for mama to buy?
& all da junkies r juz nice da goodies i luv to eat!!
Nope.. no1 gonna buy junkies for me to eat le..

Den we went home had a rest & out again wif Kor's new gf..
Saw da pic mah??
Wat do u tink of her??

Mama looks hapi dat day..
Mayb we r spendin time tgt wif her.. She's not feelin lonely for dat instant..

Walked to MBS for more photoshoot..
I luv takin pics!
At least when im gone, picture of my emotions & expressions r der for ppl to rmb me..

Papa.. Y did u left us?? ='(

Hapi 10th mth anniversary !!

2011-08-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

Dear Papa, today is my 10th mth tgt wif Bby since Oct~~
10-10..

We had our dinner @ Alexandra ytd nite after bby's wrk ended 6 plus n he made his way to our hse @ 8 plus..

Supposed to brin mama out too de~~ but mama don wan =/ sadded..
Hopefuli Ders next time rd~

& I figured out dat wat makes me hapi makes mama hapi too~~
^^

Den Bby was my instructor of da nite!!
I'm trying to find back da feel after 4 long mths~
n da tootiest ting was I donno how to get out downstairs!!

N I'm so impressed by Bby cos he can drive frm passenger seat beside me!!
I'm totali AMAZED!!

Yes.. After quick bite, Bby took me to an open carpark to learn my weakest area~ Parkin!!
Donno y.. I find it hard to comprehend.. I donno wat I'm supposed to look out..
Tsk!! But I believe practice makes perfect!!
I'll be a better driver next time Rd!!

I tink Bby oso got a hard time coaching me~~
I'm such a slow learner =/

Yuppie! N I joined Bby n frenz for their wkly affair after long last!!

Home sweet home @ 3am =]
marks de end of my lesson wif Bby instructor sendin me back home!!

Recappin my mistakes n how to improve!! =p keke!!

So my poor Bby gotta wake up earli today to attend bai bai ceremony..
He's wrkin so hard~~
Enthusiastic young chap!!

Sometimes
i wish I was his colleague..
Maybe
I'll den haf more more time tgt wif him lè..
Haiz~~

Bby came to fetch me up rite after his wrk..
N off to his hse next!!
But diff ting today is I'm drivin ^^
Yeah.. N it took longer time to reach home today~~

Den Bby had KFC for his dinner n I'd porridge cooked by bby's mummy wif chicken n duck to go along wif~~

N we head off to RC in search for Mont Blanc pen..
N we bought 1~ for bby's 23rd Bdae..
Keke!! N his Bdae is 7 days frm now!! Woohoo~~
Hope he wil haf an enjoyable Bdae!! =}

Donno y.. Bby's stomach is so naughty recently!! Often haf stinging pain here n der..
Lucki we r not watching movie @ 1 plus wif his frenz~~
If not sure Veri xinku de!!

Yuppie..

Simple day wif loveli Bby to celebrate our significant special day tgt!!

(T ^ T) not hapi animore

2011-08-17T06:59:00.001-07:00

Papa.. I juz ended my Call wif Bby oh..
But donno y my heart is feelin heavy again =/ haiz...

Bby lyt so busy wif wrk n so stressed up..
Bby lyt so troubled by alot of tings but he oso don wanna tel me..
Den I stil go n bother him wif all my tings..
Tsk..

Den he oso kept forgetting wat he wanna tel me~~
Donno wat ting he wanna say =/
aniway, I am so not able to share his burden..
So useless!!

Papa, can u teach me wat to do mah??

I wish I had da power to noe wat Bby is Tinkin stm lest da guesses n emo-ness
我可以画一个圈　当作是完美句点　还他自由的蓝天

i shld start ponderin da qns seriousli

Simplicity is LOVE!!

2011-08-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

Elo Papa!!

So long nv write to u le~~
Sry for da delay cos i abit lazy & tired..
Mama is sick oh... but she stil so stubborn don wanna go see doc despite persuadin!
Y Papa nv look after her oh?? =/

I met up wif bby & frenz last nite @ Vivo for dinner date =)
Went to Ajisen to haf ramen & laughters NON STOP all nite
Bby had Pig's cheek ramen & i'd california maki for his side!!

& i stole baby octopus frm Corn!! wahahha~~
HAPI gal i'm!! Had all da foodies i lyt frm Ajisen!!

Yes~~ Den listen to them chattin..
& bby's face was so ._., lyt anitime wil KO!!!
wahahahah~~ so toot la!!

hmmm.. donno y but da tings dat they chat is kinda... VAGUE=/
& i figured out dat it's MEN's tok afterall!!
Den Jane came to join us after her wrk..

So we went to haf ice cream waffle for our dessert!!
yummy!! ^^
Sharin wif bby, Chocolate chip waffle wif chocolate chips & chocolate cream!!
Delicious chocolatey taste!! keke~~
& i realised we had da same tingy da 1st time wif bby's sec frenz too!!

Tik tok tik tok...
Time flies kinda fast & it's time for us to say gdbye!

Nice nite wif bby luv & frenz!
Cheered me up amidst moody week~

Halo Papa!!

2011-08-14T08:21:00.001-07:00

Halo Papa!!
How r u??

Today so many ppl go bai bai oh~~ so crowded n da weather is so scorching hot hor??

Donno y Papa.. I feel dat u r so near yet so away..
Tokin to u lyt dat makes me feel dat u aren't away at all wor..
In fact, I tok more personal tings to u lyt dat oh~~

Am I an emo kid wif no sense of security & unable to express myself well wif tokin except wif writin??

Maybe I'm hor Papa??

I wept tokin to u infront of ur tablet.. I'm feelin so awful ever since u left..
No 1 dote on me lyt Papa did..
No 1 understand me lyt Papa do..

Papa, u noe I miss u terribly mah??
I last friday had a small dispute wif Bby..
Dis time Rd, papa u aren't ard lè..
Dat time u saw me so late stil wake up juz to blog n u told me "so late, go slp la"..

Dat day on train to find Xïñýì, tears oso rolled down uncontrollably.. N I tink da ppl r Tinkin wat happened to me~~

But we ok lè! So glad~
N papa.. I'm so fortunate to be able to find Bby!
Thx for da blessing!!

To share happiness n woes..
To love n care til death do us apart!!

We went to Redhill haf our dinner n saw uncle..
Seein him reminds me more of u wor papa!!

Da way he tok is similar to u~~
So toot.. Keke!!

Master Bby! =p

2011-08-13T20:49:00.001-07:00

LOST in da WORLD of his~~

Ah Beng wannabe

halo bloggie!!
it's dating wif bby again on a lovely Sat!
wheee~~
We went for shoppin today @ Orchard & my master bby is reali hilarious =p
Had our dinner @ Ion-Aoba.. & off for our shopping spree frm Ion all da way to Orchard Central!!

& i can see dat bby was so shag... VERI SHAG wif all da walkings~~
Didnt managed to buy aniting.. we were lookin ard for da "bird droppin" pen..
& instead of gettin a "bird-droppin" pen.. Bby got a real bird droppin!!

So "lucky"!!

Den seein bby so tired & thirsty.. I went to buy some drinks for my master bby~~
Kelian de bby =/ my fault for misleadin him to walk all da way to OC for nth.. Felt kinda bad sia~~

We ended our short dating @ 10pm..
Next wk is our 10th mth anniversary le wor!!

Ruined Friday =[[[[[[[!!!!!!!

2011-08-12T16:02:00.001-07:00

Papa.. U noe mah?? I'd a totali ruined Friday.. A bad 1 indeed!!

Had dispute wif HCS accounts personnel over da payment of car rental in da mornin~
she's such a sickening lady n I almost vomited blood by tokin to her!!

Ruined my lovely Friday! Hmph!
But I told myself "it's ok! Nth's gonna spoil my mood for my lovely fri when I'm so gonna meet Bby later! ;)"

Only motivation was 5pm n meetin Bby~

Bad day don ends.. Not even after wrk =/
=(

Went Yishun to find xinxin n i almost got knock down by a car while tryin to cross da road~

Xinxin! Thx for listening to me!!
Since long we last catch last bus back home oh~~

When I lose u.. I lose it all

Measure of Luv

2011-08-10T06:05:00.001-07:00

"You will soon realise that over the time, slowly, falling in love with the
person, the texts are coming in slower and slower because you're expecting them
faster and faster, infact the intervals have not changed from the first time =)"

Sometimes i feel dat if everyting has a measurement to follow..
Life might be so much simpler & happier..

No 1 gain.. No 1 lose..
No 1 gotta gif in more & No 1 can receive more..

If onli der's a ruler to measure ♥♥♥

Hapi 46th Bdae SINGAPORE!!

2011-08-09T08:09:00.001-07:00

Hapi National Day!!! SINGAPORE!!!

Bby came to pick me up after he woke up ard 12 plus 1 & off to his hse~

& bby told me dat his mum has cooked house brand macroni awaitin me~~!!

keke!!

& i felt so loved & blessed ^^

Had a small bowl of it gg along wif braised sesame oil meatball..

Delicious lunch filled wif mother's luvs!!

IM SO LUVIN IT!!

thx bby's mummy!! =)

Den went to bby's rm to watch drama all da way till evenin to meet Chan & famili for our mini NDP celebration!!

Special guest appearance: Charlene! da cutie pie =D

keke!! sweet & adorable gal~~

& she sticks to me lyt honey & bee ^^

i wish i cld go back to da age;

when worries r @ bay

when happiness r surroundin u

when u've nth to fret abt

& yes! we'd Mcdonalds for our dinner & it's a quick 1 cos we r rushin off to catch fireworks!!

woohoo~~!

& silly bby actuali turned into da wrong road dat's against da traffic!

keke!! so excited i guess =p

Missed da beautiful sight of full fireworks but we caught glimpses of it nonetheless!!

it's stil an enjoyable 1 wif my beeloved bby(most imptly) & frenz & cutie pie =)

WORLD PEACE SINGAPORE!

FREE FROM POVERTY!!!

Batam Aftermath

2011-08-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

Halo Papa!!
How's da kueh lapis & Indocafe??

Got nice nice mah??
Hope Papa lyt it oh~~

PAPA, i missed u damn alot =/
Dis mornin woke up jiu started weptin..
Cos papa arent ard wif me to share all my happiness & woes

I cant do aniting for Papa animore..
Papa arent ard to comfort me liao..

Though i noe Papa wil always be ard to look after me frm afar..
It's not enuf to ME!!
I wan U to be wif me by my side!! ="(

Papa.. u hear me juz now mah??
I hope u can hear me..
If not jiu read my blog k Papa??

Previous time went to Genting nv buy aniting back for Papa..
& it's nv in my life im gonna buy aniting for Papa animore..
Sry Papa...
Im such a bad gal~~

Loveli Batam~ Uncensored

2011-08-08T02:18:00.000-07:00

Bid goodbyes to Batam~ Da natural beauty w/o makeup

Bby caught ooglin @ xiao mei mei~~ =/

Same posture wif bby ^^

My loveli bby~!

Engrossed in movie de BBY!!

Loveli us @ Go Kart =)

Hunk vs Rhino

Our 7 Course seafood lunch!! =p

Our 2some pic *Luv Luvs*

My Silliest bby's silly expressions....

sWeet Mem0rieS....

HCAP CNY Dinner 03Feb12

永远的情人~ Bby luv!

Great news!!

My 1st plane trip- Thailand

Sin gal speech

3inchHEAVEN

孩子不坏

距离

龙年初二

龙年HUAT啊!!

CNY is coming!!

Wat wil be wil be

Our new Living rm!!

The darkest hours luv!

1st entry for 2012

Countdown to 2012 wif Bby luv!!

我的快乐？

Santa Claus is comin to US!!

I wish...

I am gd! How Abt u??

Im da lousiest person

❤

HOT MOVIE date

My 2012 resolution

KTM resort luv~

Politics..

Alone..

防人之心不可无

Baby niece!!!

豆浆油条

Hapi Birthday my BEELOVED Papa!!

生日快乐！ 爸爸o(^▽^)o

Pls forgive me

Want u to make me feel lyt a fool?

You r da apple of my eyes!!

Friends wif Benefits

Facts??

又圆了的月亮

Single days~~

I wanna be wif u~

COunt down:6days ='(

Countdown: 7 days =[

当我。。。

All I wan is U

(๑╹∀╹๑) it's our Paranormal luv day~

The Thing~ we named it Love ❤

幸福小女人 ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

Loveli 1st anniversary ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ

It's our 1st!!!

Out of difficulties makes miracle! ❤(◕‿◕✿)

Legendary of da 2 cobras

白蛇传说。。

It's Genting. Yet

It's LOVE; 许诺

It's USS yet.

力量？

Haf i told u lately?

Fright Luv Nite!

USS wif Bby luv!!

Ben & Jadey Ltd

Wats ur name?

Hot Tomato Datin =)

Venusian gal

halo papa!! 你好吗？

11th mth anniversary!! Bby luv

Hapi Bdae Xinxin!

Contagion Luv

但願人長久

Love me

It's a SMURFEY day~~

TGIF wif Bby

AUTUMN LOVE

Men r from Mars, Women r frm Venus

Bee-spectacled Me

Freedom • 自由

Best Thing I NEVER had

Wake me up when Sept ends~

说好的幸福呢？

Never Again

生日快乐！爸爸o(^▽^)o

Loveli 1st anniversary ヾ(´∀｀)ﾉ